euphoria!

eu⋅pho⋅ri⋅a [yoo-fawr-ee-uh, -fohr-]


–noun Psychology.
a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being sometimes exaggerated in pathological states as mania.


Origin:
1880–85
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yeah it's like euphoria is something related to happiness.
euphoria. happens to be the same name as my school's cup. the cup is starting tomorrow.

24 oct-31 oct 2009 let's hope next week gonna be an euphoric week, since today is obviously the opposite of it. ha-ha.

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okeh cukup bahasa inggrisnya. gw ga jago. curhat time.
guys. sometimes gw bingung.
gampang banget ya orang jatoh. jatoh cinta, jatoh ke jebakan orang, jatoh ke got *hehe ya enggalah kecuali buta*

gw jadi inget apa yang satu orang omongin tadi pagi ke gw
- cari cowo jangan yang habis putus sama cewenya gara2 masalah ga penting, ato sama cowo yang berpaling dari cewenya gara2 elo. once lu jadi cewenya, dy bakal ngelakuin hal yang sama. why? because dy udah ngelakuin hal gitu ke cewenya, and it was so easy! haha.

begitu gw denger itu, PLAK. gw ketampar. haha. maksud gw, gw nyadar.
iye juga. pinter juga tuh orang. ahaha. love someone yang, ga harus sebelumnya single, tapi yang sebelumnya bener2 punya relationship yang bagus sama mantannya. n ternyata putus gara2 masalah yang emang udah ga bisa di-toleran lagi.

haha. WAW. yeah right. WAW.
i am grateful for today, because at least i learn something.

gw juga nambah2 pengetahuan di facebook.
haha. shocked.

udah ah. like i care.
oyah, gw saranin, banyak2 cari "pengetahuan" di fb.
bukan maksudnya jadi kepo, tpi buat tau fakta.
jangan bingung. pesan ini gw tujukan untuk seseorang di luar sana.
haha.
you deserve real better.
we, actually. haha

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oyah, next week gw mao perform loren cup closing ceremony haaha. wish me and my band luck. hahaa.
btw, nama band gw

D' ANNE'S

*norak i know* tapi semuanya gara gara gw terinspirasi dari bu anne. haha
si cantik.

eh tadi pagi diaa gila.

ahahaa. gini gini ceritanya

tadi pagi, jem pelajaran 1-2 tuh fisika. nongol dah tu 2 makhluk, anne sama fredy.
masuk masuk, si anne bilang : HARI INI AOP YA.
ha-ha. pa-nik.
akhirnya gw sama kevin nemu cara curang. kerjaen aja di meja guru bareng2 dia! hahaa.
akhirnya gw ngungsi ke depan, duduk di meja guru sama kevin pake 2 bangku plastik yang si kevin bawa buat properti drama.
HAHA.

setelah gw duduk di depan muka anne. gw baru tau betapa AIB nya wali kelas guee. sumpah gw gak nyangka. haha.
semua orang sih udah sering ngomong ke gw, anne orangnya asik. gokil. bla bla bla. banyak dah.
tapi gw ga pernah bener-bener liat langusung sampe tadi. ahaha.

jadi ceritanya, iman yang di belakang tereak2 minta tisu. trus si iman tereak nanya bu anne.
iman: "bu ada tisu ga?"
anne: "yes i have it, but it THOILETH"

bwahahaha! gw ngakak. ngomong toilet-nya itu loh. lebai. THOILETH. trus pake inggris pula. ngakak banget.

ga lama, ada temen gw nanyain jadwal reme ke dia.
temen (nata): "bu, reme fisika hari rabu kan?"
anne: "iyaa. tapi jumat ini tutorial ya"
*HENING*
anne: "eh, tapi rabu bisa gak ya? soalnya jadwal saya TOO TIGHThhh"

BWAHAHAHA. gw ngakak sekali lagi. BISA GILA BANGET NIH ORANG.
too tight-nya tuh ga banget. serius.

gw ama kevin ama dipo yang nongkrong depan muka dya udah ketawa-ketawa aja sepanjang ngerjaen AOP. hahaa

udah gitu, ternyata bener cara gw ngerjaen di meja guru. semua jawabannya dikasi tau. ahhaa.
cepek lah aop gw yang ini. hahaa.

trus ga lama. si iman. rese banget. dy gotong2 tas gw ke depan. tadinya dia jadinya minta tisu ke gw. tapi takut buka tas gw karena takutnya ada barang terlarang. najis. buka juga gapapa sih. ahaaha.

yaudah, tas gw dibawa ke meja guru, dia suru gw ambilin tisu.
eh udah gitu tas gw ga dibalikin ke meja gw yang beneran. ditinggal di depan.
terus ga lama, semua barang di meja gw digusur ke depan meja guru.

yaudah. gw kaya pengungsi banget.
udah pake korsi plastik. meja di meja guru. udah gitu barang geletakan di lantai.
mati banget.

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yah itu lah yang kira-kira menarik hari ini. hahaa.

that's it.haha.

ngomongin orang : ga ada matinya

hai guys! happy sunday yaa semua :P
kemaren gw baru aja 'latian drama' di rumah temen gw, namanya kribo.
sebenernya sih dibilang latian juga engga, soalnya tiap udah niat latian, yang ada bawaannya pengen ngegosip.

yak. kemaren ceritanya gw jem 7 janjian ke rumah si kribo sama alditha chrisan jeff dan will. tapii. jam 7 lewat, yang baru dateng cuma guee. ga lama gitu baru sisanya dateng. okeh. jadi kita udah molor lah setengah jem an gitu.

ga lama kita ngumpul, semua udah pada seru ngbrooool terus. ahaha. bener kata alditha. feeling dy mengatakan hari itu bakal gagal latian. ckck.
yaudah deh kita keasikan ngbrol terus ampe akhirnya pulang. hahaa.

minggu depan harus serius ya guys! ;P

oiyah, kemaren bonyok gw dodol bangett. ceritanya koko gw itu udah mau lulus kuliah, udah gitu dy udah punya cewe lagi setelah kemaren kemaren itu putus. naaah.
ternyataaa, cewenya itu, bokapnya orang penting lah. nyokap gw menyelidiki, katanya bokapnya itu kenal sama menteri ato presiden ato apa lah yang sejenis itu.

teruus, kemaren pagi, nyokap gw tuh ngomong ke bokap, nanti kalo koko gw nikah, mau di mana, ngundang siapa, bla bla bla. padahal sekarang koko gw graduation aja belom. heboh dah. bokap gw ampe ngakak ngakak denger nyokap gw. katanya nyokap gw terlalu khawatir. ckck.

oyaa terus kemaren gw ke tebet, mau ngeliat bimbel buat masuk ke kedokteran ui. yaaa sebenernya sii gw udah memperkirakan di dalemnya gimana, bla bla bla. tapi pas gw bener-bener liat ternyata lebih dari yang gw bayangkan. gw ga bisa bilang di sini soalnya gw takut menyinggung perasaan kelompok kelompok tertentu. hahaa

tapi intinya gw bakal tetep les di situ either ntar pas kelas 2 sem 2 ato kelas 3. hehe. gw udah ngajakin temen temen gw semua yang berminat biar gw ga sendirian nanti. hehee.

oyaah, kemaren habis dari tebet kan gw ke ps. trus temen2 gw emang pada mw ke ps. cuma kemaren2nya gw bilang gw ga ikut mereka. ehh ternyata nyokap gw ngajakin juga gw ke ps. yaudah. jadi di ps gw makan sushi tei dulu dong sama bonyok (iyalah, kalo makan sendiri bisa bangkrut).

habis dari sushi tei gw ketemu kevin n aca terus nyebrang ganti haluan ke sency (tanpa ketahuan bonyok gw yang lagi asik belanja di metro) terus makan tutti fruti.
tadinya gw udah ga yakin, soalnya duit cuma goban punya. tapi kevin bilang worth it. yaudah.

di tutti frutti
1. ambil yang tempat small
2. masukin semua rasa yogurt ampe tumpah tumpah
3. masukin topping yang ringan tapi dapet banyak (almond, choco chip)
4. nimbang
5. bayar

ternyata harganyaaaaa *cling cling* 44 000!
wawww! @_@ murah bos. itu gw makan udah berdua kevin dan udah eneg banget. haha
next time gw mau TUTTI FRUTI SAJA!

hepi deh gw. udah gitu gw dianterin kevin ke spice garden buat ketemu bonyok. gw pulang deh. padahal di danche baru dateng. yaaah T.T haha
yaaa kira kiraa gitulah weekend gw.
eh ini masih weekend juga sih

yaaa hari ini rencananya mau kondangan ke tempat anak temennya nyokap gw.
katanya sih dulu gw sempet ngeliat orangnya, tapi gw masih kecil banget makanya ga inget. koko ama cici gw masih inget deh kayanya.

haha. heboh dah. yaudah deh. oyaa hari ini gw belom ke gereja :(
ditinggal bonyok tadi soalnya gw telat bangun. ckck. mungkin nanti sore aja. hehe
minggu sore banyak anak loren ke gereja gw. YEY! :)

yaudah deh ini post-an gw udah panjang banget. yang baca either udah
1. males
2. jereng

hahaha. maap teman! BYE~ salam mechin!

boom!

this month is really the worst month of the year!
idk why.

anyway. i found the translation of my fav song's lyric! since the song is in japanese (there are some words only that are sing in english)

here it is

Sweet Memories - Olivia
From the Album: A Girl Meets Bossa Nova 2

natsukashii itamidawa
(it's a pain that lied in my memory)

zutto mae ni wasureteita
(that I did not remember for a long time)

demo anata wo mita toki
(But when I saw you)

jikan dake atomodori shita no
(only the time went backward)

"Shiawase?" to kikanaide
(Don't ask me, "happy?" )

uso wo tsuku nowa jouzujanai
(I am not good at telling a lie)

tomodachi nara irukedo
(Although I have friends)

anna niwa moeagarenakute
(I could not have that much passion)

ushinatta yume dakega
utsukushiku mieru nowa
naze kashira
(I wonder why only the lost dreams look beautiful)

sugisatta yasashisa mo ima wa
amai kioku
(sweet memories)

Sweet memories

Don't kiss me baby we can never be
So don't add more pain
Please don't hurt me again
I have spent so many nights
Thinking of you longing for your touch
I have once loved you so much

anokoro wa wakasugite
(We were too young back then)

itazura ni kizu tsukeatta futari
(Two of us hurt each other without vain)

iro aseta kanashimi mo ima wa
tooi kioku
(The faded saddness is already a memory of long time ago)

sweet memories


watch the video here!

thanks guys :)

Hello guys! :) recently some of you commented on twitter that you love my blog posts. i really really appreciate it. so thank you very much guys! :) i'll keep on posting stuff. hope you enjoy it <3

about my day, today.
hari ini baik baik saja. you guys are really great and hv brighten up my day :) haha.
hari ini banyak cerita cerita with my best friends. ahaha. terus tadi di kelas pas or udah rada sarap, maen cabucabucacaca. mumpung arief lagi ngeloyor. haha. tapi tadi gw ga bisa ngerjaen ulangan fisika (as always). gw yakin nilai gw kali ini ga bakal nyampe 65 juga, jadi yaudahlah. menyerah saja. padahal nyonteknya udah parah. tetep aja ga bisa. yak nasib lah.
the point is, i am happy today. haha.

setelah gw liat2, post gw selama bulan oktober ini belom ada yang hepi hepi. so post hari ini harus HEPI! haha.
ngomong ngomong soal hepi, gw lagi demen lagunya leona lewis judulnya happy. cool.
hehe. rada ga nyambung yah guys. okey.

yaudah, that's all for today. once again, thanks guys :) i love you all! (berasa artis) haha.

XOXO

when i feel sad...

when i feel sad... or angry... or anything. i have to write it down. or anything, just to share it with people. i hate being lonely or have nobody to share what i feel. that's why, i write every little thing i feel in every possible way.

to keep it by myself would just make myself breakdown. then finally cry. then finally thinking about suicide. pathetic, i know. but who cares?

lately i feel that every single thing i have written just makes someone's angry or sad. so now i have to choose to write or not to write what i feel.

but later on after i choose, i would hurt somebody else's feelings too. so what's the point?

it's like my high school year is not as 'fun' as people always say.
i am thinking about going to college this very moment.

and i think there is someone who is actually happy when reading this post. i'm happy for you. and somebody you really love.
you deserve him. i don't want to struggle for anything more.

the last thing i want to get is a good university which when i have graduated from that university i can go help somebody else. at least i can do something better than keep hurting people's feeling.

maybe that's the reason why i want to be a doctor. i want to be someone that is useful. or at least, can help somebody else.

off to study now. who knows by studying, someday i can be useful.

i miss my big brother

i miss my big brother.
he's the one i want to hold right now.
uwh. i can't wait to go to melbourne this december.
and i'm thinking about taking the college course there.
i don't need anything but being near my big brother!
i miss you :(

this song reminds me of him: