Sunday, August 30, 2009
fucking idiot
IDIOT. STOP BEING THIS WAY. NOW LOOK AT YOURSELF.
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU STUPID PATHETIC IDIOTIC SICK PERSON
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU STUPID PATHETIC IDIOTIC SICK PERSON
ive ruined everything
i have ruined everything. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING.
why am i doing this?
haha. i wanna laugh at at myself now and say "see what uve done"
why am i doing this?
haha. i wanna laugh at at myself now and say "see what uve done"
Sunday, August 23, 2009
blue sky collapse - adithya sofyan
As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that was said and done
I think we should talk it over
Then I notice the sign on your back
It boldly says try to look away
I go on pretending Ill be ok
This morning it hits me hard that
Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact thats not your problem
But if you change your mind youll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse
As I start at the walls in this room
The cracks does resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
But in my head everything stood still
Im waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from this ice block
Its been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And its drowning, thought you should know that
You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So Ill find my way to you
lagu yang pecah gila, ga bisa berenti gw dengerin sejak 7 bulan yang lalu. haha.
i love adithya sofyan pieces :) thought i should share some of my favorite songs to you all <3
mao nonton video nya? klik dsni aja
ps: i wouldn't say everything between us is alright, but i would say that nothing has ever been this right until i met you.
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that was said and done
I think we should talk it over
Then I notice the sign on your back
It boldly says try to look away
I go on pretending Ill be ok
This morning it hits me hard that
Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact thats not your problem
But if you change your mind youll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse
As I start at the walls in this room
The cracks does resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
But in my head everything stood still
Im waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from this ice block
Its been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And its drowning, thought you should know that
You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So Ill find my way to you
lagu yang pecah gila, ga bisa berenti gw dengerin sejak 7 bulan yang lalu. haha.
i love adithya sofyan pieces :) thought i should share some of my favorite songs to you all <3
mao nonton video nya? klik dsni aja
ps: i wouldn't say everything between us is alright, but i would say that nothing has ever been this right until i met you.
Friday, August 21, 2009
gerah banget minggu ini
gila yaa minggu ini udah cukup penderitaan gw. uhh.
ulangan-kuis-tugas bejibun, gw ga yakin bener pula jawaban gw. ckck.
gw ga keterima ausi. ckck males tapi yaudahlaa bali 2 im coming!:) udah pernah k ausii ini sih wkwk
teruuus masalah sama dia. grr. cukup lah.
ngeliatin muka anak kelas 3 smp pada minta gw tabok yah sumpah tampang ngcol semua lu
padahal yang pertama kali bantuin lu masuk sekolah ya gw inget banget gw jadi osis yang jagain lu semua pas MOS!! cukup
uff TERUUS. pada minggu yang bersamaan, bokap n cici ganti laptop! jadi macbook pro dua dua nya. cukup! aaaah! biba.
gw pokoknya mao ganti n97! ga mao tau! nyebelin banget siiiihhh grrr!
minggu ini tongki n tongki selalu ada menemani gw, thanks guys <3 i love you pul
haha. ufh ga tw ni minggu ini pasti ada aja yang bikin gw sebel tiap harinya. kenapa ya? ckck.
gerah banget lah ngejalanin minggu ini, pengen cpet2 kelar aja. ufh. untung hari ini: JUMAT!
JUMAT: the beginning of paradise (weekend) hahaa. bisgil
hari ini yang bikin gw seneng cuma ketemu temen, ultah tanyo, n bisa nyusun rubiks sendiri :) haha. lumayan lah yaa ituu teman. haha.
haduuh. btw. besok gw mau nonton konser padus smp. ya ya ya i know, orang yg gw sebelin juga ada di tuh konser. ah bodo. gw dateng buat pa lius, bukan buat mereka. hehe.
guys kawat gw copot lagi ni. ufh. kenapa ya sukaaaa banget gitu copot. gw mau tuh sekali kali ga pernah copot gitu ya dalem sebulan.. ckck bwandel amat sih ni kawat haha
guys im loving katy perry's song : if you can afford me
<3 it
mm.
what else to say, guys? ahaha.
uff this week really worn me out. uff. gilaa gw capek banget lah. OYAH, gw udah keluar ADV MATH! haha. lega banget gw. capek banget, belajarnya kebanyakan. haha.
oyaa, nyokap mulai ngomongin tentang bimbel di tebet. uwh. gw masi mau jalan2. huxx. udah mesti mikirin bimbel laah gilaaaa.
bener banget kata guru2. anak IPA bisgil belom ada 2 bulan belajar, udah mao mampus rasanya.
target gw dalam waktu dekat (dari yang paling realistis) :
1. beli rubiks
2. dapet nilai bagus
3. kelarin proyek bikin tahu
4. jalan2 sama temen2 gw yang sering!
5. n 97!
6. lulus ef (1 level lagi!)
7. liat koko graduation bulan desember
8. sweet 17 celebration yang seru.
behh. ga kerasa udah tua. ckck. i dont expect too much. paling juga disuru makin tanggung jawab bla bla bla. cliche.
oiyaa, about someone: sometimes i want her to listen to me singing. hahaa. BIAR TAU CARA NYANYI GIMANA. haha. jahat yah gw, bodo. negara bebas ini, suka suka gw mau ngomong apa.
ulangan-kuis-tugas bejibun, gw ga yakin bener pula jawaban gw. ckck.
gw ga keterima ausi. ckck males tapi yaudahlaa bali 2 im coming!:) udah pernah k ausii ini sih wkwk
teruuus masalah sama dia. grr. cukup lah.
ngeliatin muka anak kelas 3 smp pada minta gw tabok yah sumpah tampang ngcol semua lu
padahal yang pertama kali bantuin lu masuk sekolah ya gw inget banget gw jadi osis yang jagain lu semua pas MOS!! cukup
uff TERUUS. pada minggu yang bersamaan, bokap n cici ganti laptop! jadi macbook pro dua dua nya. cukup! aaaah! biba.
gw pokoknya mao ganti n97! ga mao tau! nyebelin banget siiiihhh grrr!
minggu ini tongki n tongki selalu ada menemani gw, thanks guys <3 i love you pul
haha. ufh ga tw ni minggu ini pasti ada aja yang bikin gw sebel tiap harinya. kenapa ya? ckck.
gerah banget lah ngejalanin minggu ini, pengen cpet2 kelar aja. ufh. untung hari ini: JUMAT!
JUMAT: the beginning of paradise (weekend) hahaa. bisgil
hari ini yang bikin gw seneng cuma ketemu temen, ultah tanyo, n bisa nyusun rubiks sendiri :) haha. lumayan lah yaa ituu teman. haha.
haduuh. btw. besok gw mau nonton konser padus smp. ya ya ya i know, orang yg gw sebelin juga ada di tuh konser. ah bodo. gw dateng buat pa lius, bukan buat mereka. hehe.
guys kawat gw copot lagi ni. ufh. kenapa ya sukaaaa banget gitu copot. gw mau tuh sekali kali ga pernah copot gitu ya dalem sebulan.. ckck bwandel amat sih ni kawat haha
guys im loving katy perry's song : if you can afford me
<3 it
mm.
what else to say, guys? ahaha.
uff this week really worn me out. uff. gilaa gw capek banget lah. OYAH, gw udah keluar ADV MATH! haha. lega banget gw. capek banget, belajarnya kebanyakan. haha.
oyaa, nyokap mulai ngomongin tentang bimbel di tebet. uwh. gw masi mau jalan2. huxx. udah mesti mikirin bimbel laah gilaaaa.
bener banget kata guru2. anak IPA bisgil belom ada 2 bulan belajar, udah mao mampus rasanya.
target gw dalam waktu dekat (dari yang paling realistis) :
1. beli rubiks
2. dapet nilai bagus
3. kelarin proyek bikin tahu
4. jalan2 sama temen2 gw yang sering!
5. n 97!
6. lulus ef (1 level lagi!)
7. liat koko graduation bulan desember
8. sweet 17 celebration yang seru.
behh. ga kerasa udah tua. ckck. i dont expect too much. paling juga disuru makin tanggung jawab bla bla bla. cliche.
oiyaa, about someone: sometimes i want her to listen to me singing. hahaa. BIAR TAU CARA NYANYI GIMANA. haha. jahat yah gw, bodo. negara bebas ini, suka suka gw mau ngomong apa.
Friday, August 14, 2009
disappointed
honestly, sometimes i feel disappointed. i feel i have been fooled around.
but i always say to myself that everything's gonna be okay. i know he's never going to hurt me.
the fact is. he had done it for a couple times. gee.
but it's not my call. his life is his, mine is mine. it's nothing of my business.
but i always say to myself that everything's gonna be okay. i know he's never going to hurt me.
the fact is. he had done it for a couple times. gee.
but it's not my call. his life is his, mine is mine. it's nothing of my business.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
gee!
aaa a whole new week is about to come! noo! haha. lebay deh gw :)) watsup guys today is sunday and i am working on the reading log novel. lol. i'm reading a simple novel by jk rowling, the tales of beedle the bard. interesting novel consists of 5 different fairy tales, each of them gives moral points that can be adopted to our daily lifes. hell yeah that sentence could be the opening sentence for my reading log assessment. lmao
today's plan is to olahraga with a friend of mine. then i will ngupas biji trembesi. grr. gw sebel deh sama ribetnya jadi anak IPA. haha. but once i start doing it, i cant stop it, it's just FUN. haha. emang, gw jiwanya di IPA. anak IPA. wkwk (gaya ih gw)
guys, recently i'm playing farmville. so everyone please add me up as your neighbor if you played it too :) thanks <3
guys, bentar lagi 17 agustus, indonesia independent day. jadi gw ganti warna karet kawat gw jadi merah putih! hehe. sarap deh, masa pas di dokter gigi gw (udah nunggu ampe jam 11 malem gitu gw baru dapet giliran), dokter gw bilang; haduh dari kemaren orang2 mau ganti kawat warna merah putih. warnanya udah abis sekarang. gee. mati banget gw, padahal gw udah janjian gitu sama temen2 gw, ckck.
ga berapa lama ternyataa.. >>> warnanya masih ada kok. ckck.
untung aja. ahaha. o iya recently gw foto2in tongki. haha. makin hari mukanya makin cute. OWHHH!
haha i love you, tongki. ahaha. dia kayanya mau dicuci deh ini hari, haha. dicuci ga yaa? kalo dicuci ntar gw pisah dong sama diaa T.T >> oh my God, gw terobsesi abis sama tongki, ahhaa jadi atuut.
haha. gilak ni gw tiap bobo pelokin tongki. hihi. CKCK. mental bayi.
guys! gw punya sariawan gede banget HUHU. sakit n perih banget. tadi udah gw tempelin vitamin C ampe gw nangis. huhh. peddiiiihh banget. ckck.
yeah kayanya that's all for this week. gw ga punya banyak cerita minggu ini, ahaha. udah mulai rada dull and tiring sih. hixx. but it's ok, mudah2an minggu depan (starting from tomorrow) gw udah punya semangat baru lagi ya. see ya guys!XOXO
today's plan is to olahraga with a friend of mine. then i will ngupas biji trembesi. grr. gw sebel deh sama ribetnya jadi anak IPA. haha. but once i start doing it, i cant stop it, it's just FUN. haha. emang, gw jiwanya di IPA. anak IPA. wkwk (gaya ih gw)
guys, recently i'm playing farmville. so everyone please add me up as your neighbor if you played it too :) thanks <3
guys, bentar lagi 17 agustus, indonesia independent day. jadi gw ganti warna karet kawat gw jadi merah putih! hehe. sarap deh, masa pas di dokter gigi gw (udah nunggu ampe jam 11 malem gitu gw baru dapet giliran), dokter gw bilang; haduh dari kemaren orang2 mau ganti kawat warna merah putih. warnanya udah abis sekarang. gee. mati banget gw, padahal gw udah janjian gitu sama temen2 gw, ckck.
ga berapa lama ternyataa.. >>> warnanya masih ada kok. ckck.
untung aja. ahaha. o iya recently gw foto2in tongki. haha. makin hari mukanya makin cute. OWHHH!
haha i love you, tongki. ahaha. dia kayanya mau dicuci deh ini hari, haha. dicuci ga yaa? kalo dicuci ntar gw pisah dong sama diaa T.T >> oh my God, gw terobsesi abis sama tongki, ahhaa jadi atuut.
haha. gilak ni gw tiap bobo pelokin tongki. hihi. CKCK. mental bayi.
guys! gw punya sariawan gede banget HUHU. sakit n perih banget. tadi udah gw tempelin vitamin C ampe gw nangis. huhh. peddiiiihh banget. ckck.
this sariawan is killing me! gee!
yeah kayanya that's all for this week. gw ga punya banyak cerita minggu ini, ahaha. udah mulai rada dull and tiring sih. hixx. but it's ok, mudah2an minggu depan (starting from tomorrow) gw udah punya semangat baru lagi ya. see ya guys!XOXO
Saturday, August 08, 2009
recently, i remember things that i loved some time ago. and i start to love em all over again :)
things i recently remember:
marie digby
my biggest inspiration in singing :)
reza artamevia
yeah it's hard to admit it but i love her voice
the romance in bbf
i wish i could find my own fairytale
yeah it's hard to admit it but i love her voice
the romance in bbfi wish i could find my own fairytale
yeah russel and mr. fredrickson
cute and funny story they got
so i remember those
but i also remember a thing that may not as famous as previous pics, or as cute as russel (yeah he's very cute), but that thing brings me the whole thing i want in the world. it's the feeling of being loved by someone special. i just remember how the feeling was, and once again i feel love. haha. but somehow, i also remember how bitter a broken heart can be. how the world crashes down in front of you and you don't know anywhere else to go.
i also remember of how selfish i could be and how stupid i was (esp 7 months ago). regrets always come in the end.
but the thing is, in every single day i felt those nightmares, i still have friends who always stand up for me. i miss them. and i'm glad to know i have them in my life. haha. i just wanna meet my friends one more time, because at this moment, im really missing em.
friends i could remember (that i hvnt meet in quite a long time):
my playgrouper friends: carol, debbie, shane, wasi, and teachers (mrs. elaine, and others i couldnt remember)
my tk friends: a girl, (i couldnt even remember her name, she's tall (at that moment), from manado, she fell to the ground after playing with me haha;)
my sd friends: batuputih friends (aga, detha, kania, dea, amanda, dyta, dieta, tania, afi, CHARLIE, gugum, lukman, oi, mba rani, mba petra mba meril, mas nosa, surya, kak alan, medina, tia, radik, christo, etc) guys without u my life would be dull, my school friend (BAGUS, ANDY, OLIVIA, REGILIA, ERLISA, NINA, CITRA, DWI, KIKY, PINGKAN, ABI, ALVIN, RUNI, AMEL, MBA OCI ODA ONI, ASA KARINA, HERNA, ARIYANTO (haha), PASKAL, PERES, HUSNI, HITACH, ADI, GORIA, FERDINAND, JUNIATI) haha i cant even remember all of you guys. im really sorry.
sd teachers, they gave me so much (bu tini my favorite teacher ever, bu rita, bu ari, bu erna, pa syafii, pak jayadi, bu ani, bu emil, bu lasmi, bu faridah, bu vet, pak karim pak asep pak toto pak amul bu astuti OUWH I EVEN CANT THINK ANOTHER NAME)
smp friends who move already: olivia, nadia, bw, inez, tessa, elsa, tommy2, bisma, tepa, vanessa, peter. haahah YUSTIN yoi. haha.
they gave me colorful life :) thank you my friends.
but i also remember a thing that may not as famous as previous pics, or as cute as russel (yeah he's very cute), but that thing brings me the whole thing i want in the world. it's the feeling of being loved by someone special. i just remember how the feeling was, and once again i feel love. haha. but somehow, i also remember how bitter a broken heart can be. how the world crashes down in front of you and you don't know anywhere else to go.
i also remember of how selfish i could be and how stupid i was (esp 7 months ago). regrets always come in the end.
but the thing is, in every single day i felt those nightmares, i still have friends who always stand up for me. i miss them. and i'm glad to know i have them in my life. haha. i just wanna meet my friends one more time, because at this moment, im really missing em.
friends i could remember (that i hvnt meet in quite a long time):
my playgrouper friends: carol, debbie, shane, wasi, and teachers (mrs. elaine, and others i couldnt remember)
my tk friends: a girl, (i couldnt even remember her name, she's tall (at that moment), from manado, she fell to the ground after playing with me haha;)
my sd friends: batuputih friends (aga, detha, kania, dea, amanda, dyta, dieta, tania, afi, CHARLIE, gugum, lukman, oi, mba rani, mba petra mba meril, mas nosa, surya, kak alan, medina, tia, radik, christo, etc) guys without u my life would be dull, my school friend (BAGUS, ANDY, OLIVIA, REGILIA, ERLISA, NINA, CITRA, DWI, KIKY, PINGKAN, ABI, ALVIN, RUNI, AMEL, MBA OCI ODA ONI, ASA KARINA, HERNA, ARIYANTO (haha), PASKAL, PERES, HUSNI, HITACH, ADI, GORIA, FERDINAND, JUNIATI) haha i cant even remember all of you guys. im really sorry.
sd teachers, they gave me so much (bu tini my favorite teacher ever, bu rita, bu ari, bu erna, pa syafii, pak jayadi, bu ani, bu emil, bu lasmi, bu faridah, bu vet, pak karim pak asep pak toto pak amul bu astuti OUWH I EVEN CANT THINK ANOTHER NAME)
smp friends who move already: olivia, nadia, bw, inez, tessa, elsa, tommy2, bisma, tepa, vanessa, peter. haahah YUSTIN yoi. haha.
they gave me colorful life :) thank you my friends.
Sunday, August 02, 2009
i am confuse
bingung deh gw, cici gw tuh susaaaa banget tidurnya. grr. padahal kan gw ama dia sekamar. dia tuh kalo mau tidur ribet lah. yaa ga boleh lampu nyala lah, ga boleh ada suara dikit, ga boleh kepanasan, ga boleh kedinginan juga. bingung gw. masalahnya tu, kalo dy tidur sendiri mah gapapa. gw ga peduli ini. nah yang ini dy tidur tu sekamar ama gw.
gw mah kalo judulnya udah cape yaa tidur aja gituk. mau banyak nyamuk kek, mau panas, dingin, lampu nyala 1000 watt (ga deng lebay), ato berisiknya minta ampun, gw bodo amet, kalo badan gw bilang gw udah ngantuk, ya gw tidur.
pernah ya waktu gw kelas 6 SD, sepupu gw yg umurnya setaonan gitu tuh tinggal serumah sama gw. naaah. ceritanya, sore2 tuh gw ketiduran gitu lah di sofa di depan tv. yaa namanya juga gw, selagi bisa tidur di tempat pewe, kenapa engga? LOL
naah selagi gw tidur (gw diceritain tante gw nihh), sepupu gw yang baru belajar jalan ni datengin gw. kutukutukutukutuk. nah nyampe dya di samping gw. trus katanya sii dy ngeliatin gw tidur pules gitu.
trus ga lama tante gw iseng gitu, naekin dd sepupu gw ke atas sofa. yang ada dd sepupu gw jadi nginjek badan gw yg lagi tidur gitu *sigh* kalo dipikir-pikir gila juga ya tuh tante gw. ehh tapi hebadnya gw ga bangun tuh. padahal dd sepupu gw tuh bayi sehat (baca:GENDUT). gw ditijek tijek sama dy juga ga kerasa loh sumpa! haha. gw pules aja gitu tidur. haha. trus kaya 2 jam kemudian, gw bangun. pas gw bangun, udah kaya rda malem gitu lah jam 7an. di luar udah gelep. lampu2 udah pada nyala. gw bingung dong, beh gw tidur lama juga, dalem ati gw mikir gitu.
ga lama, tante gw datengin gw, dya nanya : eh chris, kamu ga sadar ya tadi si jeanne itu injek2 kamu loh pas kamu lagi tidur
gw: HAH?
tante: iyaa. waa masa kamu ga sadar sii?
gw: enggak
naah hebad ga si gw (dibanding cc gw) masa gw tidur sambil keinjek aja ga sadaar. haaha. ga ribet kan gw? hahah! bangga dehh! tapi ada juga pas gw sempet malu gara2 kelakuan gw yang ga tau tempat n waktu ini.
jadi gw lupa ni pas kelas 9 ato kelas 10, pkoknya taon 2008, hahaha. gw masi jadian tu ama makhluk yang namanya tom (read:mantan gw)
yaa byasa lah kalo orang pacaran tu telponan kerjaannya. apalagi sih hahaha. kidding. mm. jadi tu udah rada malem gitu, kita telponan. haha.
naah si tom ini tu waktu itu lagi dipanggil bonyok ato apa gitu deh, trus dy harus ninggalin telponnya dong, jadi dy bilang k gw supaya gw tunggu bentar.
yaudah dong, gw diem aja gitu sambil nungguin dy. gw tungguin, kok lama banget. tuh suara kok kaga kdengeraan.
gw ga tau gimana, yang pasti gw KETIDURAN. okey. yg gw tau, tiba2 gw udah kebangun, hape gw masi nempel ama kuping gw. beeh. gw bingung dong. jangan2 tadi gw cuma mimpi kalo gw lagi telponan ama cowo gw. hahaa!
trus gw cek lah hape gw. ANJRIT. call duration nya masi jalan! gw langsung buru2, HALO2? hahaa. trus suara dari seberang nyaut. halo? kmu ketiduran ya?
MAMPUS. malu bgt gw. T.T
hahaha. udah a begok. malu gw hehehXOXO
gw mah kalo judulnya udah cape yaa tidur aja gituk. mau banyak nyamuk kek, mau panas, dingin, lampu nyala 1000 watt (ga deng lebay), ato berisiknya minta ampun, gw bodo amet, kalo badan gw bilang gw udah ngantuk, ya gw tidur.
pernah ya waktu gw kelas 6 SD, sepupu gw yg umurnya setaonan gitu tuh tinggal serumah sama gw. naaah. ceritanya, sore2 tuh gw ketiduran gitu lah di sofa di depan tv. yaa namanya juga gw, selagi bisa tidur di tempat pewe, kenapa engga? LOL
naah selagi gw tidur (gw diceritain tante gw nihh), sepupu gw yang baru belajar jalan ni datengin gw. kutukutukutukutuk. nah nyampe dya di samping gw. trus katanya sii dy ngeliatin gw tidur pules gitu.
trus ga lama tante gw iseng gitu, naekin dd sepupu gw ke atas sofa. yang ada dd sepupu gw jadi nginjek badan gw yg lagi tidur gitu *sigh* kalo dipikir-pikir gila juga ya tuh tante gw. ehh tapi hebadnya gw ga bangun tuh. padahal dd sepupu gw tuh bayi sehat (baca:GENDUT). gw ditijek tijek sama dy juga ga kerasa loh sumpa! haha. gw pules aja gitu tidur. haha. trus kaya 2 jam kemudian, gw bangun. pas gw bangun, udah kaya rda malem gitu lah jam 7an. di luar udah gelep. lampu2 udah pada nyala. gw bingung dong, beh gw tidur lama juga, dalem ati gw mikir gitu.
ga lama, tante gw datengin gw, dya nanya : eh chris, kamu ga sadar ya tadi si jeanne itu injek2 kamu loh pas kamu lagi tidur
gw: HAH?
tante: iyaa. waa masa kamu ga sadar sii?
gw: enggak
naah hebad ga si gw (dibanding cc gw) masa gw tidur sambil keinjek aja ga sadaar. haaha. ga ribet kan gw? hahah! bangga dehh! tapi ada juga pas gw sempet malu gara2 kelakuan gw yang ga tau tempat n waktu ini.
jadi gw lupa ni pas kelas 9 ato kelas 10, pkoknya taon 2008, hahaha. gw masi jadian tu ama makhluk yang namanya tom (read:mantan gw)
yaa byasa lah kalo orang pacaran tu telponan kerjaannya. apalagi sih hahaha. kidding. mm. jadi tu udah rada malem gitu, kita telponan. haha.
naah si tom ini tu waktu itu lagi dipanggil bonyok ato apa gitu deh, trus dy harus ninggalin telponnya dong, jadi dy bilang k gw supaya gw tunggu bentar.
yaudah dong, gw diem aja gitu sambil nungguin dy. gw tungguin, kok lama banget. tuh suara kok kaga kdengeraan.
gw ga tau gimana, yang pasti gw KETIDURAN. okey. yg gw tau, tiba2 gw udah kebangun, hape gw masi nempel ama kuping gw. beeh. gw bingung dong. jangan2 tadi gw cuma mimpi kalo gw lagi telponan ama cowo gw. hahaa!
trus gw cek lah hape gw. ANJRIT. call duration nya masi jalan! gw langsung buru2, HALO2? hahaa. trus suara dari seberang nyaut. halo? kmu ketiduran ya?
MAMPUS. malu bgt gw. T.T
hahaha. udah a begok. malu gw hehehXOXO
nearly deadly week
guys! haha, udah lama ga nulis wkwk. i recently changed my blog skin but SOMEONE said it was too small to read. so i change it again. the font is now MUCH MUCH BIGGER. hope evrybody can read em :))
soooooooow. last week was quite fun (yeah). haha. sekolah ok ok aja. but emang sii awal minggu gw sempet rada bad mood but the whole week as overall was totally fine! YIPEE! hahaa.
okey. besok udah senen lagi. udah mau mule lagi kegilaan kegilaan di sekolah. behh haha kuat ga ya gw? wkwk. mudah2an. portfolio inggris udah jadi waiting list nih buat tugas. hh belom sempet2 ngerjaen daily journal. what the heck laah. haha.
kemaren hari sabtu gw jalan2 ke sms sama temen2 gw, ada :
filmnya menurut gw oke punya abiss uwh trus gw demen banget tuh sama russell yang jadi anak kecilnya. CHUBBY! hahaa. pengen gw cubit2 uuuwwh ga nahan dehh book :))
seru deh kemaren hahaa. yeaa gw sempet ketemu a bunch of people who kinda disturb me (and some of my friends maybe) tapi I DONT CARE. ahahah bodo amat. mmm.
habis nonton kita semua ke jco, yaa ada film gitu lah di jco 3 biji, satu di samping gw, satu di kanan gw, satu di pojokan jco. hahaa. yang paling asoi ngeliatin yaa tanyo, vanessa ama keke. ahhaa. gw juga sii xP
ufh. begitulah kira2 kisah jalan2 gw yang cukup fun laah daripada ga kemana2 hahah. minggu depan gw ga bisa jalan2 dehh kayanya soalnya gw mau tugas koor di gereja (caelah) hahaa. tapi seriously, harus tugas, ga enak ma orang lingkungan. hehe. and minggu depan juga, bokap ultah! hehhee. bingung ni mao ngasi apa.. wkwk, mudah2an dyaa ga baca blog gw yee heheh aminn :)
hari ini gw cukup boseeen. tadi pagi ke gereja sama makan mi jago hahaha. udah kaya ritual gitu, habis gereja makan mi jago wkwk. trus habis makan, yaudah ga kemana mana lagi. mandek aja di rumah. bonyok skarang lagi di debenhams. huhu aku tak mau ikut karna lagi sakit perut jadi males jalan. trus gw juga ga boleh main bultang ma bnyok di modernland. grr. matttiii dehh bosseeenn hahaha.
wait a minute! kyny barusan gw mencium bau gorengan dari dapur. owwwh LAPER. hahaha.
kayanya gw mesti makan nee sebelom cici gw ngehabisin tuh gorengan. GYAHAHA. okok catch u later guys!XOXO
soooooooow. last week was quite fun (yeah). haha. sekolah ok ok aja. but emang sii awal minggu gw sempet rada bad mood but the whole week as overall was totally fine! YIPEE! hahaa.
okey. besok udah senen lagi. udah mau mule lagi kegilaan kegilaan di sekolah. behh haha kuat ga ya gw? wkwk. mudah2an. portfolio inggris udah jadi waiting list nih buat tugas. hh belom sempet2 ngerjaen daily journal. what the heck laah. haha.
kemaren hari sabtu gw jalan2 ke sms sama temen2 gw, ada :
- vanessa (nci nci baru pulang dari cina, beruntung dia masi bisa pulang, di cina hidupnya cukup brutal dengan teman2 yang brutal pula),
- keke (eating and crunching machine [baca: tukang makan] yang baru nyadar sendal kita mereknya sama pas naek eskalator bioskop ckck)
- danche (DANHEE! si tinggi yang tingginya udah mau disamain vanessa haha)
- chrisan (my soulmate ouuwwh so sweet hihihi, engga deng, kisan temen nempel pipi gw hehe)
- alditha (mother of twingky)
- jeff (father of twingky)
- will (uncle of twingky)
- tanyo (si oaoang tukang nontonin orang pacaran di jco hahaha)
- grace (temans bugil gw HAHAHA -> bukan arti yang sebenarnya, jgn salah sangka)
- devon (happy girl)
- halim eh halim bukan sih namanya? (happy boy)
filmnya menurut gw oke punya abiss uwh trus gw demen banget tuh sama russell yang jadi anak kecilnya. CHUBBY! hahaa. pengen gw cubit2 uuuwwh ga nahan dehh book :))
seru deh kemaren hahaa. yeaa gw sempet ketemu a bunch of people who kinda disturb me (and some of my friends maybe) tapi I DONT CARE. ahahah bodo amat. mmm.
habis nonton kita semua ke jco, yaa ada film gitu lah di jco 3 biji, satu di samping gw, satu di kanan gw, satu di pojokan jco. hahaa. yang paling asoi ngeliatin yaa tanyo, vanessa ama keke. ahhaa. gw juga sii xP
ufh. begitulah kira2 kisah jalan2 gw yang cukup fun laah daripada ga kemana2 hahah. minggu depan gw ga bisa jalan2 dehh kayanya soalnya gw mau tugas koor di gereja (caelah) hahaa. tapi seriously, harus tugas, ga enak ma orang lingkungan. hehe. and minggu depan juga, bokap ultah! hehhee. bingung ni mao ngasi apa.. wkwk, mudah2an dyaa ga baca blog gw yee heheh aminn :)
hari ini gw cukup boseeen. tadi pagi ke gereja sama makan mi jago hahaha. udah kaya ritual gitu, habis gereja makan mi jago wkwk. trus habis makan, yaudah ga kemana mana lagi. mandek aja di rumah. bonyok skarang lagi di debenhams. huhu aku tak mau ikut karna lagi sakit perut jadi males jalan. trus gw juga ga boleh main bultang ma bnyok di modernland. grr. matttiii dehh bosseeenn hahaha.
wait a minute! kyny barusan gw mencium bau gorengan dari dapur. owwwh LAPER. hahaha.
kayanya gw mesti makan nee sebelom cici gw ngehabisin tuh gorengan. GYAHAHA. okok catch u later guys!XOXO
Saturday, July 25, 2009
maybe life is not too hard.
guys! i just read a very very encouraging message from my best friend! :) ufh. i feel so much better. phew. hahaha. today my brother went back to australia. and i couldnt company him to the airport :'( im so sorry.. im gonna miss u a lot! mwah! XO~
by the way. how exciting today was! hahaa. i ate @ ryou zen mhuwahahhahahahaha! great sushi there yeaa. so happy! haha. i nyomot sedikit tom's sour sally haha so i won't ngidam hahaha. it was fun for today. and i am happy. haha.
i dont know what else to say. hahaa. well, ive start thinking of my friend's suggestion about things i should do with my lovelife. hahaa. but i think it's too hard. im afraid to even try.. grr. okay change the topic. haha!
guys i just tried to play waka-waka @ facebook! hahaa. good games! haha very much alike pacman but i think it's way easier than the real pacman. you can try the real pacman here on my blog. ahahaha. i scored #27 among my friends in waka-waka. not baaaad.
this week was actually pretty exciting. the lessons (yea i know) was actually OK. not too hard. YET. haha. of course im not expecting on hard lessons. but i know it's gonna be hard. i just know. hahaa. okeeey. what else now? hahaa.
OH RITE, i am told to make a portfolio. inside the portfolio, ive got to write a daily journal or something like that in english. haha. really have no idea about it. hahaha. maybe i'll just write some silly sentences about my day. hahaa. grrr so many tasks waiting hahaa.
this morning i read again the raditya dika comic. and finally i understand why it's funny! haha. i just finally feel the humor now. back then i didn't understand at all what's interesting about the comic. hahaha. so strange. mm. tomorrow i'll have the mazmur competition at my church so i have to practice a lot. in fact, i hvnt practice at all! hahha! sorry pak ketua lingkungan! hahhaa. sooo. maybe i should practice now, right? hahaa. better a little practice than no practice at all. hahaha. okay guys. catch u later. bye! (and hope im gonna win tomorrow YEAH xP)
by the way. how exciting today was! hahaa. i ate @ ryou zen mhuwahahhahahahaha! great sushi there yeaa. so happy! haha. i nyomot sedikit tom's sour sally haha so i won't ngidam hahaha. it was fun for today. and i am happy. haha.
i dont know what else to say. hahaa. well, ive start thinking of my friend's suggestion about things i should do with my lovelife. hahaa. but i think it's too hard. im afraid to even try.. grr. okay change the topic. haha!
guys i just tried to play waka-waka @ facebook! hahaa. good games! haha very much alike pacman but i think it's way easier than the real pacman. you can try the real pacman here on my blog. ahahaha. i scored #27 among my friends in waka-waka. not baaaad.
this week was actually pretty exciting. the lessons (yea i know) was actually OK. not too hard. YET. haha. of course im not expecting on hard lessons. but i know it's gonna be hard. i just know. hahaa. okeeey. what else now? hahaa.
OH RITE, i am told to make a portfolio. inside the portfolio, ive got to write a daily journal or something like that in english. haha. really have no idea about it. hahaha. maybe i'll just write some silly sentences about my day. hahaa. grrr so many tasks waiting hahaa.
this morning i read again the raditya dika comic. and finally i understand why it's funny! haha. i just finally feel the humor now. back then i didn't understand at all what's interesting about the comic. hahaha. so strange. mm. tomorrow i'll have the mazmur competition at my church so i have to practice a lot. in fact, i hvnt practice at all! hahha! sorry pak ketua lingkungan! hahhaa. sooo. maybe i should practice now, right? hahaa. better a little practice than no practice at all. hahaha. okay guys. catch u later. bye! (and hope im gonna win tomorrow YEAH xP)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
hopeless and helpless
I HATE SCHOOL. SUUKZ. but i have no other option but to cope with it. grr.
NO BOYFRIEND. ARGH. many people say that i'm doing fine without partner like that. but actually IM NOT. BABI.
okay so this is how our day (read: ANAK IPA DAY) is filled with: PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY, MATH. grr grr evryday is hell. not because they're difficult but they need extra energy to be understood so we dont get lost in the middle of the lesson. u SAY they're difficult only when u get lost in it. believe me. the thing is when you push out that extra energy out of yourself, it makes you exhausted, dizzy, stressed, and sleepy. yeaa.
i dont know but my instinct says that im not gonna enjoy the next days in IPA class. pray i wont so. haha.
the other thing is. I HATE THE TRUTH THAT I STILL WORRY ABOUT bEING SINGLE. grr. ive tried to not thinking about it and just be happy with my own life, but after months, i just couldnt.
WHATEVER. IDC.
I DONT FUCKING CARE. nobody do. well, idk if there's someone who do really care.
hopeless and helpless.
my new class yea it's exciting.. a little bit. there's someone i dont really like at class but im sure i dont really hv to mention the name. i just feel not too comfortable around him/her. different from my other friends. haha. forget it.
and, i just feel that the truth really hurts me. try to pretend im OKAY. haha but i think i cant. really hurts me so bad. im not angry or some kind like that, but i think im hurted by knowing it. so im not gonna find out the truth more and hurt myself. what a fool.
im tired. exhausted. with every single thing in my life. school, family, friends, lovelife. they're just kinda stressed me out. uff. have to struggle! pray for me! yeaa. hahaa.
uff. i love myself. i hate some of my acquaintance but hardly not to say it in front of them. haha. no, they're just this kind of annoying. errgh makes me wanna burp in front if them! (?) hahhaa. whatever. just trying to live my life freely hahaa.
hey guys i just invent new way of saying GAOEL and ASOI GEBOI haaahaaa. wanna know?
GAOEL=94031
ASOI GEBOI=4501 93801
haha. cool right? haha. this is one of the IPA effects. hahaa.
whatever. right. catch ya later bye!
NO BOYFRIEND. ARGH. many people say that i'm doing fine without partner like that. but actually IM NOT. BABI.
okay so this is how our day (read: ANAK IPA DAY) is filled with: PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY, MATH. grr grr evryday is hell. not because they're difficult but they need extra energy to be understood so we dont get lost in the middle of the lesson. u SAY they're difficult only when u get lost in it. believe me. the thing is when you push out that extra energy out of yourself, it makes you exhausted, dizzy, stressed, and sleepy. yeaa.
i dont know but my instinct says that im not gonna enjoy the next days in IPA class. pray i wont so. haha.
the other thing is. I HATE THE TRUTH THAT I STILL WORRY ABOUT bEING SINGLE. grr. ive tried to not thinking about it and just be happy with my own life, but after months, i just couldnt.
WHATEVER. IDC.
I DONT FUCKING CARE. nobody do. well, idk if there's someone who do really care.
hopeless and helpless.
my new class yea it's exciting.. a little bit. there's someone i dont really like at class but im sure i dont really hv to mention the name. i just feel not too comfortable around him/her. different from my other friends. haha. forget it.
and, i just feel that the truth really hurts me. try to pretend im OKAY. haha but i think i cant. really hurts me so bad. im not angry or some kind like that, but i think im hurted by knowing it. so im not gonna find out the truth more and hurt myself. what a fool.
im tired. exhausted. with every single thing in my life. school, family, friends, lovelife. they're just kinda stressed me out. uff. have to struggle! pray for me! yeaa. hahaa.
uff. i love myself. i hate some of my acquaintance but hardly not to say it in front of them. haha. no, they're just this kind of annoying. errgh makes me wanna burp in front if them! (?) hahhaa. whatever. just trying to live my life freely hahaa.
hey guys i just invent new way of saying GAOEL and ASOI GEBOI haaahaaa. wanna know?
GAOEL=94031
ASOI GEBOI=4501 93801
haha. cool right? haha. this is one of the IPA effects. hahaa.
whatever. right. catch ya later bye!
Friday, June 19, 2009
HELLIDAY
yayaya liburan has already started guys! haha but i do nothing for my holiday haha. gilak gw udah berasa membusuk gitu di rumah mati banget hahaa. krezi! hehe
this holiday turns out to be HELLIDAY. ahaha. selain bosen bgt, my feeling juga mendukung kegilaan liburan ini. haha. haduh boneka gw dicuci pulaa. huxx boneka gw kaan kyak temen curhat gw gitu kalo misalnya gw lagi sendirian. huhu
me and tongkii
me and tongkiiby the way! haha follow me on twitter ya HERE okok? hahaa. great then
mm liburan ini kerjaan gw cuma online, maen sims 2 (should be sims 3 soon!), nonton csi (yeey!), gila gilaan ma cici and i hvnt jalan with my temen2 since the liburan has started! aaargh! penyiksaan boss. huhu.
haduh my cici kepow nee dya ngeliat pos gw yang belom jadi inii. aahaha. malu kan eykee. haha.
huff my friends kayanya lagi menikmati liburan deh yang di luar negeri (ya iyalah) haha. have fun yaa temans temans! kali ini aku tidak bisa pergi ke luar karena koko saya mao datang! hahaa.
koko will be here @july 2nd. YEY! asoii. uum so many i wanna tell you guys. hahaa. since the beginning of JUNE i hvnt write anything down right? ahhaa. okehh. gw mo dipasangin kawat. hhahaa! great right? haha. pasti tmpang gw aneeh zzz banget haha tapi gapapa laah yang penting nantinya gw punya gigi bisa rapi. hahaa. second, gw di les in john robert powers! omg. hahaa. gw ga da gambaran les apaan tu jadi gw iya iya aja pas nyokap bilang mao les in gw di situ. trus malemnya, temen gw bilang kalo les di situ ntar jadi wanita sejati! AAA! wats dad? gw jadi serem gituk. hahaha. gilaa laa. but i will not be alone kok. ada cc gw menemani! hahaah.
lumayan juga lesnya bisa mengisi liburan haha soalnya mulai dari 9am-4pm gitu evryday since june 23rd until july 6th except sat and sun. haha.
paling ga sabtu minggu nya gw masih bisa jalaan ma temen2 gw. yey! hahaa.
IYA! this saturday i wanna jalan with ma friends ke sency! yeyeyeye. ahhaa. finally! ahahaa. so haaaapppy! hihihi.
rite today gw mao pergi ke launching buku om gw. haha. he's a kompas reporter gitu. but he wrote a book about lim sui king yaa kalo ga salah. and the book launching is today. so me and my whole family gonna go to BII tower @thamrin. ahhaa. krezi! hahaa.
gw masi ga tao ni mo wear apa. huff. later i'll think about it laah. hahaa. okey then i should have my breakfast guys. see ya!
Saturday, June 06, 2009
i am a pretender.
i know, exams are over. but my feelings for him are not. sometimes i feel soo mad at him. sometimes it feels like i am only one of his toys. but i could not deny the fact that i am still in love with him. 2 days ago, i tried to get rid of him by not talking to him. and you know what. i just cant. maybe he really felt like he was abandoned, but i felt worse than that. he didn't know that that day, i cried at school, feeling i was a total idiot.
that day we met at the mall. he held my hands. he kissed my hands and my head. I COULD NOT resist it. but maybe i have to be strong. though i am still in love with him, he is not. he already has someone new. so i have to STOP. just stop stop stop stop thinking about him. i am still breathing without him, so it has no use to think about him all the time.
i have to run from this. maybe pretending is my new job. pretending i don't love him anymore, probably would help.
i'm listening to samsons song. haha. the lyrics are soo good.
"mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna, tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang hidupku"
maybe i should just run from this reality and pretend i'll be okay by myself. pretend that i don't feel any jealousy when seeing him in love with any other girl.
i give my best to you. and you'll never see me cry again.
goodbye.
that day we met at the mall. he held my hands. he kissed my hands and my head. I COULD NOT resist it. but maybe i have to be strong. though i am still in love with him, he is not. he already has someone new. so i have to STOP. just stop stop stop stop thinking about him. i am still breathing without him, so it has no use to think about him all the time.
i have to run from this. maybe pretending is my new job. pretending i don't love him anymore, probably would help.
i'm listening to samsons song. haha. the lyrics are soo good.
"mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna, tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang hidupku"
maybe i should just run from this reality and pretend i'll be okay by myself. pretend that i don't feel any jealousy when seeing him in love with any other girl.
i give my best to you. and you'll never see me cry again.
goodbye.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
minggu kelabu.
it's just sad. weekend plan #2 gw berhasil sih. sukses malah. tapi.. somehow i feel there's something wrong. fiuhh. love is fire (thats true), but fire that kills. gilak. hari sabtu im happy as long as he is. dan parahnya hari sabtu kemaren, gw ga bisa tidur. beeh. mantep punya dehh. hari sabtu. gw dari sore ampe malem maen sally's spa. cemen sih emang, maenan anak bayi. gw cuma maen 3 jem an gitu dah langsung tamat. cuphuu! maenan apaan tuh. ahahaa. ngocol deh gw ;p
habis maen gitu kira2 jem 9, gw maen fb, buka2 twitter gw, nonton mysoju, gitu2 lah, yang ga penting ga penting punya. haha. pas kelar, ga kerasa uda jem 10an gitu. gw telponan dulu dehh. ahaha. ampe kira2 jam 11 ato 12an gitu deh, gw lupa juga (pikun amat yah gw pdhal baru kemaren gitu ehhe). habis telponan, gw bingung mw ngapain. ahhaa.
jem 12, gw udah ngerasa sesuatu mulai ga wajar. jarang2 tuh gw bisa bangun ampe malem. tapi emang hari sebelomnya, which was friday, gw tidur nya jem2an gitu lah, maklum, gw emang baru pulang dari SMS jam stengah 12an. bangun2 dikit terus tidur ya pas aja lah jem 2.
nahh kemaren ituu gw berasa kagak normal banget dahh. pdhal siang2nya gw ga tidur. udah gitu gw di depan komputer lebih dari 5 jem gitu, tpi gak ngantuk2. parah.
jem 2 tiktoktiktok. gw masih bangun. msn udah mulai sepi. satu per satu orang orang berguguran ke dalam contact list offline. beeh. udah malem, sepi pula, makin bengong dahh gw.
ga lama, temen gw tiba2 nyapa. anjir. syok gw. haha. lagian pake nyapa trus statusnya appear oph. parah banget bikin gw syok. gw kira virus gitu. haahaaa.
yaudah gw ngegosip dah bareng temen gw ampe malem gituu. jem 3 sih udahan gitu dia nya. gw sih masih on cuma kerasa SEDIKIT capek. mata gw udah merah tapi kalo nutup juga ga ngepek apa2. tetep aja gw bangun. baah!
akhirnya gw bengong. mendingan gw coba tidur aja daripada besok bangun sore, gila banget. akhirnya jem stengah 4 subuh gw matiin lampu, matiin radio gen fm yg isinya lagu2 aneh, haaha (masalahnya cuma dikit yg gw tw, haha, itu mah gw yang aneh dong ya?) trus gw tidur dehh. ttp kebangun bntar gitu gw, kurang lebih 5 menitan lah. baru gw bener2 ga idup2 lagi ampe jem 7.
haha, cerita tidur gw aja panjang banget ya. haha. tapi aneh, rare bgt tuh kejadian. masalahnya gw tuh jarang banget bisa kayak gitu. haha. mudah2an hari ini gw ga kaya gitu ya, soalnya besok udah senin bos! gw masih ada ulangan blok akhir. ckck. ulangannya sih mat sama inggris doang. haha. harusnya sih, HARUSNYA, gw bisa. ga tw deh kalo tiba2 besok gw error gitu trus nge hang. behh, itu mah sial banget. haha. secara ulangan harian gw mat sama inggris udah lumayan bagus. yang pasti di atas SKBM lahh. harusnya gw tetep bisa. hehe.
okey, talking about today, hari ini bosen gilak! mati banget. gw dengan bodohnya bangun jam 9 (setelah jem 7 gw dibangunin ga jelas, tpi ga mempan lah gw baru tidur aja jem stngh 4), terus gw maen sallys spa bentar dah gitu gw sarapan jem 11. ehh om2 gw dateng. behh. terus gw mandi. suara sepupu2 gw rame dah. ahaha. gw padahal udah niat pengen nyanyi2 gitu di kamar mandi, jadi malu deh. ahaha ;p
habis mandi, gw mendep aja di kamar, abis di luar juga males. ahhaa. gw foto2 pake hp gw yang udah cukup konyol (baca: TUA) dan pake webcam laptop gw juga. bosen abis. kalo mo liat fotonya ke facebook gw aja namanya christa gracia. ahahaa. itu foto pkoknya udah abstrak gitu, gada bentuk. gw yakin semua orang bakal ilfil ngeliat tuh foto (dan tentu saja orang yg di dalam fto itu juga mmbuat ilfil) ahaahaaa.
trus kan tu foto gw jadiin 1 album kan. eh 1 album ternyata bisa muat 117 poto gitu. gw terperangah. gilak. selama ini gw sangka cuma 60 photo gitu tiap album. buset kaga nyangka deh gw keren juga. ahhaa. temen2 gw sama mantan gw bilang muka gw aneh lah n ga banget lah di foto itu (iyalah). hahaa. namanya juga foto2nya pas gw lagi bosen n ga penting gitu. hahaa.
pokoknya hari ini gw males berat dehh. parah. ckck.
besok mat materi ulangannya logika. mati lah. ga penting. haha. kapan coba dipakenya. kayanya gada dehh kerjaan yang make logika mat. ckck. stress. inggris mah pake feeling ja. kalo kedengerannya enak, brarti bener. hahaa. teknik tersukses tuh. ahaha.
haduuh. gila lah gw mau maen nih, tapi ga punya game. kalo maen cs, ntar gw jerit2 ndiri ketakutan. serem gila, bikin sport jantung juga ya tuh maenan. ckck. maen spore gw dibunuh terus sama enemy gw ato ga sama naga raksasa. hh, mampus.
maen sims bosen banget. eh sims 3 tuh udah keluar belom sih? mau beli nihh. hahaa. penasaran bagusnya kaya gimana. hahaah.
haduh, pegel banget nih pundak gw, udah kayak ditusuk-tusuk. ga enak. ckck. aaaaargh. ga tau lah. kayanya hari ini gw bosen n kondisi gw lagi ga asik. ckck. pengen tidur ne gw, ngantuk. ahaha. tapi pengen dipijet juga. apa gw suru emba ya? bwahaha. males. aahhaa. dy lagi nonton happy family ato apalah itu di trans tv. ahaha. yang acaranya ruben itu lohh. ahaha. aneh nurud gw, tpi dya demen. ckck.
yaudah deh, wish me luck yah buat test besok n selasa besoknya. haha. tinggal 2 hari nihh. hehe. see ya.
xoxo~tata
habis maen gitu kira2 jem 9, gw maen fb, buka2 twitter gw, nonton mysoju, gitu2 lah, yang ga penting ga penting punya. haha. pas kelar, ga kerasa uda jem 10an gitu. gw telponan dulu dehh. ahaha. ampe kira2 jam 11 ato 12an gitu deh, gw lupa juga (pikun amat yah gw pdhal baru kemaren gitu ehhe). habis telponan, gw bingung mw ngapain. ahhaa.
jem 12, gw udah ngerasa sesuatu mulai ga wajar. jarang2 tuh gw bisa bangun ampe malem. tapi emang hari sebelomnya, which was friday, gw tidur nya jem2an gitu lah, maklum, gw emang baru pulang dari SMS jam stengah 12an. bangun2 dikit terus tidur ya pas aja lah jem 2.
nahh kemaren ituu gw berasa kagak normal banget dahh. pdhal siang2nya gw ga tidur. udah gitu gw di depan komputer lebih dari 5 jem gitu, tpi gak ngantuk2. parah.
jem 2 tiktoktiktok. gw masih bangun. msn udah mulai sepi. satu per satu orang orang berguguran ke dalam contact list offline. beeh. udah malem, sepi pula, makin bengong dahh gw.
ga lama, temen gw tiba2 nyapa. anjir. syok gw. haha. lagian pake nyapa trus statusnya appear oph. parah banget bikin gw syok. gw kira virus gitu. haahaaa.
yaudah gw ngegosip dah bareng temen gw ampe malem gituu. jem 3 sih udahan gitu dia nya. gw sih masih on cuma kerasa SEDIKIT capek. mata gw udah merah tapi kalo nutup juga ga ngepek apa2. tetep aja gw bangun. baah!
akhirnya gw bengong. mendingan gw coba tidur aja daripada besok bangun sore, gila banget. akhirnya jem stengah 4 subuh gw matiin lampu, matiin radio gen fm yg isinya lagu2 aneh, haaha (masalahnya cuma dikit yg gw tw, haha, itu mah gw yang aneh dong ya?) trus gw tidur dehh. ttp kebangun bntar gitu gw, kurang lebih 5 menitan lah. baru gw bener2 ga idup2 lagi ampe jem 7.
haha, cerita tidur gw aja panjang banget ya. haha. tapi aneh, rare bgt tuh kejadian. masalahnya gw tuh jarang banget bisa kayak gitu. haha. mudah2an hari ini gw ga kaya gitu ya, soalnya besok udah senin bos! gw masih ada ulangan blok akhir. ckck. ulangannya sih mat sama inggris doang. haha. harusnya sih, HARUSNYA, gw bisa. ga tw deh kalo tiba2 besok gw error gitu trus nge hang. behh, itu mah sial banget. haha. secara ulangan harian gw mat sama inggris udah lumayan bagus. yang pasti di atas SKBM lahh. harusnya gw tetep bisa. hehe.
okey, talking about today, hari ini bosen gilak! mati banget. gw dengan bodohnya bangun jam 9 (setelah jem 7 gw dibangunin ga jelas, tpi ga mempan lah gw baru tidur aja jem stngh 4), terus gw maen sallys spa bentar dah gitu gw sarapan jem 11. ehh om2 gw dateng. behh. terus gw mandi. suara sepupu2 gw rame dah. ahaha. gw padahal udah niat pengen nyanyi2 gitu di kamar mandi, jadi malu deh. ahaha ;p
habis mandi, gw mendep aja di kamar, abis di luar juga males. ahhaa. gw foto2 pake hp gw yang udah cukup konyol (baca: TUA) dan pake webcam laptop gw juga. bosen abis. kalo mo liat fotonya ke facebook gw aja namanya christa gracia. ahahaa. itu foto pkoknya udah abstrak gitu, gada bentuk. gw yakin semua orang bakal ilfil ngeliat tuh foto (dan tentu saja orang yg di dalam fto itu juga mmbuat ilfil) ahaahaaa.
trus kan tu foto gw jadiin 1 album kan. eh 1 album ternyata bisa muat 117 poto gitu. gw terperangah. gilak. selama ini gw sangka cuma 60 photo gitu tiap album. buset kaga nyangka deh gw keren juga. ahhaa. temen2 gw sama mantan gw bilang muka gw aneh lah n ga banget lah di foto itu (iyalah). hahaa. namanya juga foto2nya pas gw lagi bosen n ga penting gitu. hahaa.
pokoknya hari ini gw males berat dehh. parah. ckck.
besok mat materi ulangannya logika. mati lah. ga penting. haha. kapan coba dipakenya. kayanya gada dehh kerjaan yang make logika mat. ckck. stress. inggris mah pake feeling ja. kalo kedengerannya enak, brarti bener. hahaa. teknik tersukses tuh. ahaha.
haduuh. gila lah gw mau maen nih, tapi ga punya game. kalo maen cs, ntar gw jerit2 ndiri ketakutan. serem gila, bikin sport jantung juga ya tuh maenan. ckck. maen spore gw dibunuh terus sama enemy gw ato ga sama naga raksasa. hh, mampus.
maen sims bosen banget. eh sims 3 tuh udah keluar belom sih? mau beli nihh. hahaa. penasaran bagusnya kaya gimana. hahaah.
haduh, pegel banget nih pundak gw, udah kayak ditusuk-tusuk. ga enak. ckck. aaaaargh. ga tau lah. kayanya hari ini gw bosen n kondisi gw lagi ga asik. ckck. pengen tidur ne gw, ngantuk. ahaha. tapi pengen dipijet juga. apa gw suru emba ya? bwahaha. males. aahhaa. dy lagi nonton happy family ato apalah itu di trans tv. ahaha. yang acaranya ruben itu lohh. ahaha. aneh nurud gw, tpi dya demen. ckck.
yaudah deh, wish me luck yah buat test besok n selasa besoknya. haha. tinggal 2 hari nihh. hehe. see ya.
xoxo~tata
Saturday, May 30, 2009
hari ini seneng, selama dia seneng ;p
HARI INI GW SENENG, SELAMA DIA SENENG.
gw seneng kalo dia seneng. karna, ga ada yang bisa bikin gw lebih seneng, selain liat dia seneng.
ngerti ga? (haha)
-for you, my love.
gw seneng kalo dia seneng. karna, ga ada yang bisa bikin gw lebih seneng, selain liat dia seneng.
ngerti ga? (haha)
-for you, my love.
Friday, May 29, 2009
weekend plan part 1 DONE.
aloha ;p semuaa. weekend plan part 1 gw udah berhasil nihh ;p
guess what, hari ini gw bner2 jalan ma temen2 gw, ampe stengah 12an gini, udah gitu tadi gw bener2 nonton play di skolah gw, sukses dan seruu deh. gw jadi pengen maen nihh di play nyaa x) soalnya play nya itu ternyata cuma cabaret performances yang isinya kebanyakan orang nyanyi2 gituu. and i love singing. haha.
SENENG BANGET x)) thank GOD. hehe. weekend kali ini udah cukup okey dan gw seneng. hehe.
oiaa tadi sebelom gw nonton play, kan gw les dulu, n guess what, sesuatu yang sangat sangat unexpected terjadii. huaahh. tapi membuat gw cukup bingung. whaha. karma lahh gw. pokoknya itu sesuatu yang kayaknya karma buat gw. bukan something bad sihh, tapi yaa aneh aja. haha. duhh.
oiaa! tadi pas di SMS, kan gw niat makan tuh. berhubung udah malem n rada kedinginan, gw niat banget tuh makan yang anget2 n kuah gitu. jadi di food court nya SMS gw nyari makanan yang ada kuahnya gitu kan bok. teruss setelah gw liat2, gw mw makan sop buntut yang di sate khas senayan aja, secara dulu waktu gw sakit radang gw makanannya tuh itu pas lagi ke mol.
NAH, yang gw ga tau, sop buntut nya itu dagingnya ga lembut sama sekali. OH MY. susah banget, mau motong dagingnya. semuanya kaya ada kulit tebelnya gitu. aargh. padahal gw kan niat gitu mw makaan. huhuh.
lebih parahnya lagii, sendok garpu yang dikasi ituh PLASTIK. PLASTIK, saudara-saudari. haha. udah bengkok bengkok heboh dahh tuu sendok garpu. bwahaha. begok dah.
untung tmen gw, si alditha, lagi makan steak fiesta, lengkap dengan sendok dan pisau stainless steel. NAH! cring cring* ada ide cemerlang di otak gw. gw pinjem aja tuh garpu sama piso! heheheh. akhirnya gw dengan sabar menunggu alditha selese makan, sambil makanin emping yang udah kerendem dalem sop buntut gw. ah elaa.
udah dah gw mesti duduk sbeelah dy n ngeliatin dya suap2an sama cowonya, si abang jeff. haha. abang becak kerjaannya bawa handuk kemana mana. hahah.
gw mahh sabar aja dah, udah jomblo, laper, pegang2 garpu nista yang bengkoknya memop gitu, ckck. sabar dah.
udah kelar tuh 20 menit sesi suap2an mereka, belom ditambah sun sun-an (ga ada deng, ngarang aja gw), akhirnya gw dapet juga tuh sendok sama piso sakti! dengan muka bahagia dan senang, gw menyambar piso dan garpu malang itu, dan gw mulai menggesek-gesekkan mereka ke daging di sop buntut gw.
ANJRIT. tetep susah c, tapi gampangan dikit lahh. ahaha.
setelah beberapa menit gw mencoba motong2 daging batu itu, gw akhirnya nyerah. ga boong bos, susah abis n keras n alot. bahh.
lama-lama males gw dehh. selse udah perjuangan gw. gw cuma makan kurang dari 10 slice daging yang dengan susah payah penuh perjuangan dan cucuran keringat gw dapatkan. HUAH.
sop buntut penyiksa. ckck.
akhirnya habis makan gw nongkrong bentar, dah gitu ngeliat orang mamer HARLEY bok tapi gaya nya nista gitu, jijik banget deh, malesin.
habis nongkrong2 gitu, gw pulang, haha. nganterin mantan gw pulang dulu sih, baru pulang deh x) dan here i am now. HOME SWEET HOME. haha. senangnyaa. asiik dehh. hahaa.
mudah2an rencana part 2 besok berhasill! yeaa. doain yaa ;p
guess what, hari ini gw bner2 jalan ma temen2 gw, ampe stengah 12an gini, udah gitu tadi gw bener2 nonton play di skolah gw, sukses dan seruu deh. gw jadi pengen maen nihh di play nyaa x) soalnya play nya itu ternyata cuma cabaret performances yang isinya kebanyakan orang nyanyi2 gituu. and i love singing. haha.
SENENG BANGET x)) thank GOD. hehe. weekend kali ini udah cukup okey dan gw seneng. hehe.
oiaa tadi sebelom gw nonton play, kan gw les dulu, n guess what, sesuatu yang sangat sangat unexpected terjadii. huaahh. tapi membuat gw cukup bingung. whaha. karma lahh gw. pokoknya itu sesuatu yang kayaknya karma buat gw. bukan something bad sihh, tapi yaa aneh aja. haha. duhh.
oiaa! tadi pas di SMS, kan gw niat makan tuh. berhubung udah malem n rada kedinginan, gw niat banget tuh makan yang anget2 n kuah gitu. jadi di food court nya SMS gw nyari makanan yang ada kuahnya gitu kan bok. teruss setelah gw liat2, gw mw makan sop buntut yang di sate khas senayan aja, secara dulu waktu gw sakit radang gw makanannya tuh itu pas lagi ke mol.
NAH, yang gw ga tau, sop buntut nya itu dagingnya ga lembut sama sekali. OH MY. susah banget, mau motong dagingnya. semuanya kaya ada kulit tebelnya gitu. aargh. padahal gw kan niat gitu mw makaan. huhuh.
lebih parahnya lagii, sendok garpu yang dikasi ituh PLASTIK. PLASTIK, saudara-saudari. haha. udah bengkok bengkok heboh dahh tuu sendok garpu. bwahaha. begok dah.
untung tmen gw, si alditha, lagi makan steak fiesta, lengkap dengan sendok dan pisau stainless steel. NAH! cring cring* ada ide cemerlang di otak gw. gw pinjem aja tuh garpu sama piso! heheheh. akhirnya gw dengan sabar menunggu alditha selese makan, sambil makanin emping yang udah kerendem dalem sop buntut gw. ah elaa.
udah dah gw mesti duduk sbeelah dy n ngeliatin dya suap2an sama cowonya, si abang jeff. haha. abang becak kerjaannya bawa handuk kemana mana. hahah.
gw mahh sabar aja dah, udah jomblo, laper, pegang2 garpu nista yang bengkoknya memop gitu, ckck. sabar dah.
udah kelar tuh 20 menit sesi suap2an mereka, belom ditambah sun sun-an (ga ada deng, ngarang aja gw), akhirnya gw dapet juga tuh sendok sama piso sakti! dengan muka bahagia dan senang, gw menyambar piso dan garpu malang itu, dan gw mulai menggesek-gesekkan mereka ke daging di sop buntut gw.
ANJRIT. tetep susah c, tapi gampangan dikit lahh. ahaha.
setelah beberapa menit gw mencoba motong2 daging batu itu, gw akhirnya nyerah. ga boong bos, susah abis n keras n alot. bahh.
lama-lama males gw dehh. selse udah perjuangan gw. gw cuma makan kurang dari 10 slice daging yang dengan susah payah penuh perjuangan dan cucuran keringat gw dapatkan. HUAH.
sop buntut penyiksa. ckck.
akhirnya habis makan gw nongkrong bentar, dah gitu ngeliat orang mamer HARLEY bok tapi gaya nya nista gitu, jijik banget deh, malesin.
habis nongkrong2 gitu, gw pulang, haha. nganterin mantan gw pulang dulu sih, baru pulang deh x) dan here i am now. HOME SWEET HOME. haha. senangnyaa. asiik dehh. hahaa.
mudah2an rencana part 2 besok berhasill! yeaa. doain yaa ;p
YIPEE! freedom!
everybody yeaah! ahaha. gw baru aja menyambut weekend yang indah banget. lol. secara, minggu ini tuh puncaknya ulangan. yeep, minggu ulangan blokk. whaha. hari ini gw ulangan blok english math sama agama. both i can done it pretty well, ga kayak kemaren tuh dah kaya orang kesetanan. haha ;p
rencana gw weekend ini adalah:
#1 sore ini nonton play di sekokah gw. ke sms ampe midnight bareng temen2 gw. YEAH.
#2 bsok, do something that i really wanna do since a very very long time ago ;p
#3 minggu, cari baju sama temen2 gw buat ultah sweet 17 chelsea!
greeat. this could be the best weekend in this year. haha.
rumah gw sepi soalnya udah kayak rumah antu. kaga ada penghuninyaa. haha. bonyok gw n cc gw pergi gtuu. waww. haha. 11 hari kalo ga salah ya bok. lama juga. so gw bisa pake sopir n do things i wanna do without tkut dilarang2. YEAH.
FREEDOM HERE i COME! ;p
rencana gw weekend ini adalah:
#1 sore ini nonton play di sekokah gw. ke sms ampe midnight bareng temen2 gw. YEAH.
#2 bsok, do something that i really wanna do since a very very long time ago ;p
#3 minggu, cari baju sama temen2 gw buat ultah sweet 17 chelsea!
greeat. this could be the best weekend in this year. haha.
rumah gw sepi soalnya udah kayak rumah antu. kaga ada penghuninyaa. haha. bonyok gw n cc gw pergi gtuu. waww. haha. 11 hari kalo ga salah ya bok. lama juga. so gw bisa pake sopir n do things i wanna do without tkut dilarang2. YEAH.
FREEDOM HERE i COME! ;p
Thursday, May 28, 2009
grizzy lazy breezy day
yeep yeep yeep. apa yang harusnya gw lakukan sekarang malah ga gw lakukan. dan tebak itu apa, yeep, BELAJAR.
udah cukup mumet otak gw buat ngerjaen ulum hari ini. ekon+akuun+very limited test time=HAIR RAISING NIGHTMARE. gw udah cukup persiapan yaah buat ulum dan semuanya hancur gitu aja gara2 very very limited time! aaargh. krauuw krauuww!
the second test was physics and it went well. pheww. kayanyaa gw emang bakatnya jadi anak ipa ;p but seriously, eko+akun test tuh jadi test gw yang terparah.
waktunya emang 90 menit a.k.a 1.5 jam. everybody thinks it was more than enough. and so do i.
jadi gw dapet soal ulum tipe B which is full of soal ngaco yang butuh ralatan gurunya. ada yang nomernya diulang2 laah ampe kedobeldobel. ada yang nomornya kelompatan. jadinya gw mesti nungguin tuh guru buat ngeralat soal. n while i was waiting, gw ngerjain soal yg udah bener dulu nomernya.
setelah 20 menitan nunggu, nongol juga tuh batang idung bengkok jelek tuh guru. ajibb dahh nomernya musti kita ralat sendiri pkoknya yang paling atas nomor satu dst dst..
okeyy 30 menit abis udah buat gw ngerjaen 15 soal pg (out of 30). ga lama gw ngeliat soal essay. BUJUG! banyaak banget n no kidding ga mungkin dalem 90 menit semua bisa selese rapi n bener. 90 mnit cuma bakal bisa buat ngerjaen soal sambil tutup mata.
gw ngebut deh di pg sisanya dan pg itu lumayan ngebingungin. so i left 5 questions blank.
here i am di pertanyaan ESSAY yang bikin orang meninggal sambil ngerjain. essay questions were not that much. CUMA 3 KOK. 2 soal itu tentang ekon. and both of them ga pernah dijelasin sama si idung bengkok bau ketek itu sebelomnya.
BAYANGIN, materi aja cuma dikasi dari handout dan pernah dibahas? ENGGA. diterangin? ENGGA. mati ajaaa.
okey. so gw ngerjain tuh soal ekon duluan. tik tik waktunya tinggal 40 menit. great. no 1 a dan b, gw ngerjaennya lumayan bagus. 30 minutes left.
OKEYH. sekarang mending gw ngerjaen essay no 3 which was : BUAT JURNAL UMUM, BUKU BESAR, dan NERACA SALDO. grreeeaaat wasn't it?
tuh soal sial bobotnya udah 60% sendiri. daripada gw keasikan ngerjaen ekon, mending bikin ini. jadi gw kerjaen tuh soal.
yang namanya bikin jurnal umum itu musti teliti banget. ga boleh kelewat. ref nya alias kode akun nya juga mesti bener. nempatin kredit-debit juga harus pas.
dan u know what - jurnal umum harus bikin tabel sendiri. okeey. 15 menit abis buat tuh jurnal sakral.
the rest 15 minutes i had to use for posting ke buku besar dan bikin neraca saldo.
TENG pas bel, gw belom bkin sama sekali neraca saldo. ANJRIIIT. amit banget seumur umur ga pernah gw ulangan ampe kelabakan kaya ginii. parah!
udah memop memop deh gw ngerjainnya. bolak balik. kalo mau posting ke buku gede kan musti liat jurnal umumnya. panik dah.
neraca saldo finally gw isi 2 menit setelah bel bunyi. gw udah ngisi dengan panik n tangan gemeteran bukan maen. waw men ini tuh ulangan blokk. BLOKK!
tiba-tiba gw denger suara nyaring bkin sakit telinga dari lorong: WEH CURANG MASI BOLEH NGERJAEN! !!!@#W$E%^&*()_ sh*t! diem aja deh lo ga tau kan gw ngerjaennya udah kaya babi ngepet dikejer setan kebakar. panikk.
sehh dateng lagi guru gw yang laen: EH INI TOLONG DIKUMPULKAN YA! MURID LAIN PROTES KE SAYA KARENA MEREKA SUDAH DISURUH SELESAI. beeh.
nasib2 elu disetop duluan. baah.
bibabi. ckck. gw males udah ga konsen dah. neraca saldo gw isi semua dan ga gw hitung. semua yang di ruang ujian gw udah pada panik. ada juga yang udah nyerah.
ulangan ekon-akun berakhir tragis. dan setelah gw itung2 lagi, kemungkinan nilai maximal gw 6. oh my. GA LULUS.
udah cukup mumet otak gw buat ngerjaen ulum hari ini. ekon+akuun+very limited test time=HAIR RAISING NIGHTMARE. gw udah cukup persiapan yaah buat ulum dan semuanya hancur gitu aja gara2 very very limited time! aaargh. krauuw krauuww!
the second test was physics and it went well. pheww. kayanyaa gw emang bakatnya jadi anak ipa ;p but seriously, eko+akun test tuh jadi test gw yang terparah.
waktunya emang 90 menit a.k.a 1.5 jam. everybody thinks it was more than enough. and so do i.
jadi gw dapet soal ulum tipe B which is full of soal ngaco yang butuh ralatan gurunya. ada yang nomernya diulang2 laah ampe kedobeldobel. ada yang nomornya kelompatan. jadinya gw mesti nungguin tuh guru buat ngeralat soal. n while i was waiting, gw ngerjain soal yg udah bener dulu nomernya.
setelah 20 menitan nunggu, nongol juga tuh batang idung bengkok jelek tuh guru. ajibb dahh nomernya musti kita ralat sendiri pkoknya yang paling atas nomor satu dst dst..
okeyy 30 menit abis udah buat gw ngerjaen 15 soal pg (out of 30). ga lama gw ngeliat soal essay. BUJUG! banyaak banget n no kidding ga mungkin dalem 90 menit semua bisa selese rapi n bener. 90 mnit cuma bakal bisa buat ngerjaen soal sambil tutup mata.
gw ngebut deh di pg sisanya dan pg itu lumayan ngebingungin. so i left 5 questions blank.
here i am di pertanyaan ESSAY yang bikin orang meninggal sambil ngerjain. essay questions were not that much. CUMA 3 KOK. 2 soal itu tentang ekon. and both of them ga pernah dijelasin sama si idung bengkok bau ketek itu sebelomnya.
BAYANGIN, materi aja cuma dikasi dari handout dan pernah dibahas? ENGGA. diterangin? ENGGA. mati ajaaa.
okey. so gw ngerjain tuh soal ekon duluan. tik tik waktunya tinggal 40 menit. great. no 1 a dan b, gw ngerjaennya lumayan bagus. 30 minutes left.
OKEYH. sekarang mending gw ngerjaen essay no 3 which was : BUAT JURNAL UMUM, BUKU BESAR, dan NERACA SALDO. grreeeaaat wasn't it?
tuh soal sial bobotnya udah 60% sendiri. daripada gw keasikan ngerjaen ekon, mending bikin ini. jadi gw kerjaen tuh soal.
yang namanya bikin jurnal umum itu musti teliti banget. ga boleh kelewat. ref nya alias kode akun nya juga mesti bener. nempatin kredit-debit juga harus pas.
dan u know what - jurnal umum harus bikin tabel sendiri. okeey. 15 menit abis buat tuh jurnal sakral.
the rest 15 minutes i had to use for posting ke buku besar dan bikin neraca saldo.
TENG pas bel, gw belom bkin sama sekali neraca saldo. ANJRIIIT. amit banget seumur umur ga pernah gw ulangan ampe kelabakan kaya ginii. parah!
udah memop memop deh gw ngerjainnya. bolak balik. kalo mau posting ke buku gede kan musti liat jurnal umumnya. panik dah.
neraca saldo finally gw isi 2 menit setelah bel bunyi. gw udah ngisi dengan panik n tangan gemeteran bukan maen. waw men ini tuh ulangan blokk. BLOKK!
tiba-tiba gw denger suara nyaring bkin sakit telinga dari lorong: WEH CURANG MASI BOLEH NGERJAEN! !!!@#W$E%^&*()_ sh*t! diem aja deh lo ga tau kan gw ngerjaennya udah kaya babi ngepet dikejer setan kebakar. panikk.
sehh dateng lagi guru gw yang laen: EH INI TOLONG DIKUMPULKAN YA! MURID LAIN PROTES KE SAYA KARENA MEREKA SUDAH DISURUH SELESAI. beeh.
nasib2 elu disetop duluan. baah.
bibabi. ckck. gw males udah ga konsen dah. neraca saldo gw isi semua dan ga gw hitung. semua yang di ruang ujian gw udah pada panik. ada juga yang udah nyerah.
ulangan ekon-akun berakhir tragis. dan setelah gw itung2 lagi, kemungkinan nilai maximal gw 6. oh my. GA LULUS.
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