seneng!

guys guys guys im back haha. sekarang gw lagi libur nih :)) so happy hihi
so gw libur dari tanggal 17 ampe tanggal 28 baru masuk lagi yaah haha. 11 hari is NOT BAD AT ALL <33

many of my friends liburan cabut ke luar kota or keluar negeri. have a safe trip yea guys :) dont forget oleh oleh hihi. gw sih masih ga ada rencana yaah selama liburan ini. hihi. paling cuma jalan-jalan aja sama temen2 hihi. kalo ga ya mendep aja di rumah, doing school tasks waw rajin banget yah guee @_@

kemaren was my first day if holiday, kerjaan gw ke sency! WAWW veri kul. hihi. tadinya sih mau ke GI yah tapi teman2 dari alam sutera dan bsd lebih milih ke sency. gw sih okok aja ke mana pun anda ingin pergi gw ayok ayok aja.
(padahal sebenernya gw lebih deket ke GI, deket banget malah, soalnya gw kan dari apartemen gw di kuningan, tinggal motong jalan bawah jembatan ke arah menteng itu gw langsung nembus sudirman, mandarin hotel langsung keliatan lho) cukup.

gw rada bete ya teman, sejak kemarin tidak bisa masuk log in ke blog gw. uhhh. sebel. gapapa. untung gw pake flock browser, jadi bisa nulis blog langsung deh :))

guys kemaren di sency gw nonton g-force. ternyata filmnya ga terlalu bagus. oke lah gambarnya n segala macem tete bengeknya, but the storyline wasnt that good. haha.
kemaren yang ikut jalan adalah:
(seperti biasa) si kembar
chrisantha andrea dimiputri (sempet kecelakaan pas naek ojek pas pergi. get well soon)
alditha (mami twingky yang bener2 dibawa kemaren pas jalan)
da (she wore that cool blazer!)
tanyo (datengnya telat, ga ikut nonton)
depi (thanks buat pinjeman hp, man!)
danche (the one who's talking like indians)
marla (yang baru beli kutek and tested it on my little finger)
ben (si binal imbisil)

yeah menyenangkan sekali jalan-jalan bersama teman. haha. seperti biasa. hihi.
kapankapan pengen rasanya jadi anak malem jakarta. nginep gitu di apartemen gw, terus malem2 ke GI, midnight, nongkrong di pinggir jalan. haha. seru kayanya.

hari ini sih harusnya gw ke TA bersama teman teman sekelas. tpi malah ga pergi, soalnya ga da yang nganter kalo ke arah sana. akhirnya gw malah ke BSD ma cici n nyokap.
mereka les ngerangkai bunga gitu, bagus deh bunganya. haha, boleh dibawa pulang pula. tapi bayar. yak. haha. KENA DEH :))

aduh. bingung nih mau nulis apa. rada ga semangat nulis blog. mm. OYAH. gw udah kebelet banget nih pengen hape baru, berhubung hape gw saat ini itu.. ehm, yak.
jadi gw punya beberapa kandidat hp

1. nokia n97
harga sih masih terjangkau dan masuk akal, tampilan lumayan oke, tapi rada maksa, soalnya product touch screen nya nokia masih jelek banget kalo dibandingin yang laen like iphone or even LG. ckck.

2. nokia n900
yeah ini masih baru banget, belom terlalu kedengeran di pasaran. yang pasti jauh lebih bagus daripada n97, jadi kaya maminya gitu. touchsreen user interface nya udah jauh lebih bagus n mendekati iphone. tapi, harganya itu bok. pasti udah di awang awang.

3. bb
ga tau kenapa, ga mau. haha. tapi bb good sebenernya. gw demen kalo temen2 semua pada pake bb kan jadi gampang bbm gitu2 tapi kok kesannya, pasaran? hape sejuta umat? dan.. kayanya banyak temen bilang pada error gitu lah terus apa lah. kayanya fragile banget nih hp.

4. iphone
sebenernya gw ga kepengen kepengen banget nih telpon. karna gw tau, gw ga mungkin dikasih juga. jadi buat apa ngarep? haha! tapi bagus aja gitu ya kalo gw bawa2 iphone yang dikasih skin yang keren2 terus keliatan gitu sama orang orang? (PAMER)

5. SE IDOU/SATIO
kandidat paling masuk akal yang sebenernya emang udah gw incer sejak beberapa bulan yang lalu. sony erricson. bagus, touch screen kaya iphone. kamera 12.1 mp, suara ga diragukan lah, wifi, gps, ok. harga, gw bilang ga bakal se-meledak iphone harganya. terus kan dia sony erricson, kayanya lebih friendly aja gitu buat dipake. haha.

uff. begitulah. jadi kira2 setengah dari hari ini gw pake buat browsing di youtube, cari review2 hape2 di atas, ato ga hands-on nya sekalian, biar gw tau actual perfomance nya. uhh. pengen banget gw, sumpah. T.T

gw udah bilang sih ke nyokap, kalo gw pengen beli hp baru.
gw: *ngelirik lirik nyokap, bergerak gerik agak mencurigakan*
nyokap: kenapa kamu?
gw: hehe *nunjuk2 hape*
nyokap: maksudnya apa?
cici: OH AKU TAU MAKSUD KAMU APA
gw: APA?
cici: hahaha *ketawa bangga*
nyokap: minta hape baru?
gw: IYA! :)
nyokap: blackberry ya?

WAW! nyokap gw menawarkan bb! senangnya! tpii. gw lebih tertarik sama sony. aduh.  terus dengan begonya gw jawab: ENGGA. haha
tpi gw emang mw hape yang sekalian bagusan dikit, biar gantinya entar beberapa tahun lagi. ga setaon pake terus ganti. gitu lohh. hahah

aduh. berdoa aja lah gw boleh beli. this year kan gw sweet seventeen hihi. amin amin amin. haha. yaudah deh. nanti kalo ada update terbaru gw kasi tau yaa temans!
smell ya l8r!

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my world seems like turning into a fun one

puas banget gw minggu ini. puas! haha. bok, baru 2 hari ya minggu ini, senen ama selasa, entah kenapa mood gw stays in high point terus. haha. it's so damn fun! ahaha.
FYI teawalk SMA ga jadi. so what? like i care. haha. kamis tetep jalan jalan sama temen temen ke GI. yeah.
jumat: hotel mulia kali yah haha. pray aja mudah2an boleh. eh bos gila banget ya tanggal 2 oktober disuruh pake kemeja batik. i dont have one. ahaha. rencananya sekelas pada mao kembaran batiknya. jadi hari sabtu mao jalan ke TA buat beli batik. haha. lucu sih, lucu.

oyah, setelah hari sabtu kemaren gw jalan udah ga kira-kira waktu, ampe jem stengah 2 pagi baru nyampe rumah, entah kenapa gw berasa dewasa (astaga).
haha. udah gitu konyol banget pula pas gw nyampe rumah. muka si cici sih udah pasti bete. gw tinggal ngorok aja di mobil. sebodo. gw udah kenyang, gw ngantuk, ya gw tidur lah. mau lu bete kek, kaga kek, pokoknya gw pengen tidur so be it.

nyampe rumah, sopir udah kempes tampangnya udah peot. sayang sekali. maafkan aku pak sopir. nyokap gw keluar dari pintu. ngasih sopir duid. berikut percakapan nya:

nyokap: waduh pak, sampai pagi nih *megangin gobanan cling*
sopir: *mesem mesem*
cici: *masuk pintu dengan gahar*
nyokap: *ngeliatin gw* HALO SAYANG
gw: *lega* halo mama :))

indahnya dunia. coba tiap hari nyokap gw kaya gitu, udah ngajep kali gw tiap malem. haha!
jadi anak gaul jakarta. ahahaha. seteress.

guys besok gw ulangan blok biologi nih. ulangan blok! sereem ya haha. mudahmudahan gw bisa.
dt gw sii udah 8.71 sama 9.13, kira-kira gw bisa ga ya? @_@ *evil laugh*

oyah entah kenapa sejak hari senen kemaren gw lancaaar banget ngerjaen ulangan. senen kan ulangan fisika yang soalnya susahnya udah seanjing anjing (katanya katanya). terus gw berasa aneh. kok gw nyantai aja ya ngerjainnya? AHAHHA. gaya. ga tau sih kalo salah semua. wahaha!

teruss. hari ini ulangan blok kimia. kata orang essai ada yang ga bisa. gw kok essay lancar banget malah ga ada yang bolong ya? waduh. gw jadi serem. ada dua kemungkinan sih, gw nya yang kelewat pinter ato soalnya yang kelewat tricky ampe gw ga sadar gw salah ngerjain. hahaha.
idc lah

hari ini nonton pas pelajaran inggris nya ms natasha. aduuh. gosipnya yah filmnya bokep. (ada beberapa orang) semangat dong nonton filmnya. ehh ternyata apaan tu gada apa-apanya. bokepan lion king daripada tuh film *loh?*

yah pokoknya gitu. ahaha. tapi it gives good points terutama buat orang amerika. gw sih anak kampung indonesia kayaknya pesannya kurang cocok deh buat gw. lagian gw ga pernah tuh attempt suicide ato drugs abuse jadi yaa gimana ya, kurang kena. tapi as overall bagus kok :)

aduh guys harusnya detik ini tuh gw lagi belajar biologi, tapi gimana ya, otak gw bilang jangan. haha. gimana sih. ckck. ya ya belajar biologi bisa diatur lah. haha. ga taunya besok soalnya dewa. ampun deh amit amit.

udah a. gw bingung mao nulis apa lagi. hihi. banyak banget soalnya yang mao ditulis. hihihi. aduh mana si tongki ngeliatin gw lagi, astaga gw deg degan bok! <3 haha
udah a. males. oya. gw jadi demen nyanyi shooting star nya boyzone. ckck. padahal yah pas verse 1 nya itu (di lagu aslinya) orangnya tu nyanyi LEBAY banget. gw ampe ngakak dengernya. bwakakakak!

oiya!! tadi pas pulang, gw ngeliat orang spanyol-mexico-bule gitu anjir cakep banget. pake baju bola-celana bola warna MERAH. cring cring mata gw langsung gede men. sumpah. tuh cowo tuh salah satu contoh keajaiban Tuhan. haha. dy lagi berdiri megangin sepatu bolanya yang super cool dan ngeliatin mobil anter jemput gw lewat. AAH DID HE SEE ME? *yak lebay*
sumpah cakep tapi. mau liat? dateng aja sore sore jam 4 an di apartemen amartapura lippo. yess

hahaha. loh kok ini jadi ga selesai selesai ceritanya. haha. gw harus belajar bio bos. mo jadi dokter nih *gaya* hahah. lagian gw udah pake bilang ke bokap gw bolos les gara gara belajar bio. kalo ulangan gw ga bagus, gimana coba? yoi. yaudah deh. haha

oiyah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
DYTA TAMESWARI UTORO

my best friend forever, wherever you are now i miss you! XOXO



fyi: tongki lagi dicuci. i miss him too!

WEEKEND!

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYY! weekend coy. haha. seruu abis kemaren hehe.
so rencananya anak xia3 itu mau ke jalan sabang pas weekend gitu buat makan mlm bareng. haha.
kita ampe ngajakin bu anne (xia3 homeroom teacher), sayang sekali, rencananya berubah total.
jam 3: harusnya gw udah di rumah kevin ---> masih di rumah. nungguin mobil
jam stengah 5: harusnya gw udah di rumah dipo ----> baru nyampe rumah kevin, nyasar
jam 6: udah jalan ----> baru nyampe rumah dipo
jam 7 stengah 8: nyampe sabang ----> baru jalan, pake jemput si conny di sency
jam stengah 9: udah mulai makan ----> ganti haluan, ke fx, baru nyampe
jam stengah 12: ngorok di rumah masing2 ----> baru cabut dari fx
jam stengah 2: udah tenggelem dalam mimpi ---> baru pulang

hahaha untung aja kemaren ada duit di atm, so ai malem2 ga kelaparaan haha.
tengs buat semua temen2 yang kemaren menyemarakkan weekend gw:
DANCHE, KHO, TOTO, KEVIN, DIPO, NATASHA, CONNY, STACY. hhee
oiaah di indochine parah banget. masa kita diusir sih hhaha gara2 waktu itu ceritanya lagi mo ngunjungin kak ai yang lagi mau manggung, terus kta nunggu di pintu masuk kan sambil nungguin ai keluar, eh tiba2 mba2 nya bilang: MAAF YA DEK, KALO PAKE SENDAL SAMA CELANA PENDEK GA BOLEH MASUK. grr. meninggal banget. haha

untung ai dateng tepat pada waktunya, kita ngbrol bentar di depan pintu masuknya, haha, lalu keluar; sama aja, ga masuk juga. hahah.

bok, di fx gw cuma abis cepe go bok, haha. hebat yaah. hahaa. ok lanjuut.
hari ini gw baru bikin kungfu pets yeah dan malam ini gw udah level 23. asoi!
hahaa udah a gw cape.
oiyaa, mulai kamis ini gw udah libur looh! :))) terus rabu malem-kamis sore im gonna go to daerah di sekitar puncak gitu for doing something fun.. ahhaa with school friends

ok guys. see ya soon :) XOXO

beeh beeh beeh

nyahaha setelah minggu ini kelar, i feel:
1. relieved
2. bored
3. fat

haha, ga tau kenapa, minggu ini massa tubuh gw kayanya bertambah. ckck. minggu ini lumayan banyaak ulangannya, alhamdulilah (loh?) gw bisa beberapa. yeey :)
teruss. hari ini kan weekend yang biasanya hari gw pergi pergi bersama teman teman tercinta dan terkasih, tapi khusus hari ini gw ga kemana mana. haha. jadi anak rumah deh sehari :) akibatnya, gw bosen mampus! bisa gila. sekarang baru jam stengah 1 aja gw rasanya udah garing banget di rumah. ckck. sepertinya kebiasaan ini (read: mendep di rumah saat weekend) jangan diteruskan di hari hari ke depan. yaak.
OKEH. minggu ini gw makan rasanya ga banyak2 amat (menu gw sehari hari cuma spaghetti buat sarapan, nasi lemak buat makan siang n tenderloin steak plus rib eye buat dinner ga lupa bubur kacang ijo buat selingan sore, ga deh bercanda). tapi ga tau kenapa, rasanya gw tambah gendud. di bawah leher gw udh mulai kerasa ada sesuatu yang ngelipet lipet pas gw lagi nunduk (baca: jaringan lemak /adipose). ahaha. tapi setelah gw timbang, kok massa gw malah turun sekilo ya? aneh.

gw cukup having fun sama temen temen di sekolah this week. yaa as overall minggu ini cukup enak laah haha. cuma hari kamis aja tuh mood gw langsung dikempesin sama pelajaran paling ga penting yang pernah eksis di bumi (baca: P**). gila, habis tuh pelajaran, mut gw langsung aduhai, ga bagus sama sekali.

minggu ini setiap istirahat kedua, gw selalu nongkrong di kapel, mejeng (read: latihan koor). iyaa biar siap buat besok, soalnya tugas di st.laurensius. yayaya. hahaha ga tau a males mikirin buat besok.

bloddy hell, gw belom nonton the final destination! itu sih imbisil yah. besok gw mau nonton pokoknya. haahaa! bersama *** (read: itu) hahaha! ehhhh!
gw udah bisa maen rubiks yang gold looh :))) ternyata rumusnya sama aja, bedanya kita harus ngeliat bentuknya hahaha. konyol, gw kira sesusah apaa. ckck

the golden mirror

oiyaa minggu ini cukup konyol juga, ada gempa. yeah rite i know, gempa aka earthquake. haha konyol banget. ceritanya itu pas hari rabu, jam terakhir pas jam projek.
jadi tuh hari gw kerjaan nya cari biji trembesi di gedung biru. nah gw kan cape noh bongkok2 ngambil biji trembesi di tanah n ngebawa 2 kantong keresek trembesi yang binal itu. udah gitu gw balik ke lab biologi. nyampe lab, gw ngadem (iya dong!).
udah gitu kan gw duduk duduk dong di deket meja lab pake korsi lab yang item yang bentuknya bunder itu. trus gw muter-muter pake korsi peot itu kan. ga lama tiba tiba gw serasa mao jatoh.

gw tereak : aduduh!
trus gw berasa: kok goyang yah?
terus gw ngomong : eh..
terus gw ngeliatin orang di sekitar gw: .... *liat liatan*
terus gw berdiri: *krrrikk, bunyi kursi bunder item peot berdenyit*
trus ada teriakan heboh dari guru gw (read: sir jemy): GEMPAAA!

heboh yak. semua langsung ngibrit keluar lab.

gw: eh gempa ya?
tom: *ngomong apa gitu*
gw: yok keluar yok
tom: *masi ga bergeming*

alhasil gw ama tom keluar paling belakang dari lab biologi. gapapa sih. gw ga takut kejatohan apa apa dari atas. haha. terus pas udah nyampe lorong tiba tiba

tom: masih gempa ga sih?
gw: udah engga ya?
tom: udah berenti, masuk lagi yuk
gw: *ngekorin tom, masuk lab lagi*
ahaha ga lama sir jemy bilang suruh ambil tas n turun ke bawah lagi terus pulang
yaelah cape banget dehh
hahaha!

berasa bego banget gempa. ckck. tapi bagus deh. ga ada ADVANCED BIOLOGI! hahaha! senangs :)))

okeh inaf! gw belom mandi nih sampe jam segini hahaha aduuh malu deh eykee :))
yaudah dehh bye guys smell ya l8er <3

yeah cry like a little girl. you pathetic

fucking idiot

IDIOT. STOP BEING THIS WAY. NOW LOOK AT YOURSELF.
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU STUPID PATHETIC IDIOTIC SICK PERSON

ive ruined everything

i have ruined everything. EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING.
why am i doing this?
haha. i wanna laugh at at myself now and say "see what uve done"

blue sky collapse - adithya sofyan

As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that was said and done
I think we should talk it over

Then I notice the sign on your back
It boldly says try to look away
I go on pretending Ill be ok
This morning it hits me hard that

Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact thats not your problem
But if you change your mind youll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse

As I start at the walls in this room
The cracks does resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
But in my head everything stood still

Im waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from this ice block
Its been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And its drowning, thought you should know that

You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So Ill find my way to you

lagu yang pecah gila, ga bisa berenti gw dengerin sejak 7 bulan yang lalu. haha.
i love adithya sofyan pieces :) thought i should share some of my favorite songs to you all <3
mao nonton video nya? klik dsni aja


ps: i wouldn't say everything between us is alright, but i would say that nothing has ever been this right until i met you.

gerah banget minggu ini

gila yaa minggu ini udah cukup penderitaan gw. uhh.
ulangan-kuis-tugas bejibun, gw ga yakin bener pula jawaban gw. ckck.
gw ga keterima ausi. ckck males tapi yaudahlaa bali 2 im coming!:) udah pernah k ausii ini sih wkwk
teruuus masalah sama dia. grr. cukup lah.
ngeliatin muka anak kelas 3 smp pada minta gw tabok yah sumpah tampang ngcol semua lu
padahal yang pertama kali bantuin lu masuk sekolah ya gw inget banget gw jadi osis yang jagain lu semua pas MOS!! cukup
uff TERUUS. pada minggu yang bersamaan, bokap n cici ganti laptop! jadi macbook pro dua dua nya. cukup! aaaah! biba.
gw pokoknya mao ganti n97! ga mao tau! nyebelin banget siiiihhh grrr!
minggu ini tongki n tongki selalu ada menemani gw, thanks guys <3 i love you pul
haha. ufh ga tw ni minggu ini pasti ada aja yang bikin gw sebel tiap harinya. kenapa ya? ckck.
gerah banget lah ngejalanin minggu ini, pengen cpet2 kelar aja. ufh. untung hari ini: JUMAT!
JUMAT: the beginning of paradise (weekend) hahaa. bisgil
hari ini yang bikin gw seneng cuma ketemu temen, ultah tanyo, n bisa nyusun rubiks sendiri :) haha. lumayan lah yaa ituu teman. haha.
haduuh. btw. besok gw mau nonton konser padus smp. ya ya ya i know, orang yg gw sebelin juga ada di tuh konser. ah bodo. gw dateng buat pa lius, bukan buat mereka. hehe.
guys kawat gw copot lagi ni. ufh. kenapa ya sukaaaa banget gitu copot. gw mau tuh sekali kali ga pernah copot gitu ya dalem sebulan.. ckck bwandel amat sih ni kawat haha
guys im loving katy perry's song : if you can afford me
<3 it
mm.
what else to say, guys? ahaha.
uff this week really worn me out. uff. gilaa gw capek banget lah. OYAH, gw udah keluar ADV MATH! haha. lega banget gw. capek banget, belajarnya kebanyakan. haha.
oyaa, nyokap mulai ngomongin tentang bimbel di tebet. uwh. gw masi mau jalan2. huxx. udah mesti mikirin bimbel laah gilaaaa.
bener banget kata guru2. anak IPA bisgil belom ada 2 bulan belajar, udah mao mampus rasanya.
target gw dalam waktu dekat (dari yang paling realistis) :
1. beli rubiks
2. dapet nilai bagus
3. kelarin proyek bikin tahu
4. jalan2 sama temen2 gw yang sering!
5. n 97!
6. lulus ef (1 level lagi!)
7. liat koko graduation bulan desember
8. sweet 17 celebration yang seru.

behh. ga kerasa udah tua. ckck. i dont expect too much. paling juga disuru makin tanggung jawab bla bla bla. cliche.

oiyaa, about someone: sometimes i want her to listen to me singing. hahaa. BIAR TAU CARA NYANYI GIMANA. haha. jahat yah gw, bodo. negara bebas ini, suka suka gw mau ngomong apa.

disappointed

honestly, sometimes i feel disappointed. i feel i have been fooled around.
but i always say to myself that everything's gonna be okay. i know he's never going to hurt me.
the fact is. he had done it for a couple times. gee.
but it's not my call. his life is his, mine is mine. it's nothing of my business.

gee!

aaa a whole new week is about to come! noo! haha. lebay deh gw :)) watsup guys today is sunday and i am working on the reading log novel. lol. i'm reading a simple novel by jk rowling, the tales of beedle the bard. interesting novel consists of 5 different fairy tales, each of them gives moral points that can be adopted to our daily lifes. hell yeah that sentence could be the opening sentence for my reading log assessment. lmao

today's plan is to olahraga with a friend of mine. then i will ngupas biji trembesi. grr. gw sebel deh sama ribetnya jadi anak IPA. haha. but once i start doing it, i cant stop it, it's just FUN. haha. emang, gw jiwanya di IPA. anak IPA. wkwk (gaya ih gw)

guys, recently i'm playing farmville. so everyone please add me up as your neighbor if you played it too :) thanks <3

guys, bentar lagi 17 agustus, indonesia independent day. jadi gw ganti warna karet kawat gw jadi merah putih! hehe. sarap deh, masa pas di dokter gigi gw (udah nunggu ampe jam 11 malem gitu gw baru dapet giliran), dokter gw bilang; haduh dari kemaren orang2 mau ganti kawat warna merah putih. warnanya udah abis sekarang. gee. mati banget gw, padahal gw udah janjian gitu sama temen2 gw, ckck.

ga berapa lama ternyataa.. >>> warnanya masih ada kok. ckck.

untung aja. ahaha. o iya recently gw foto2in tongki. haha. makin hari mukanya makin cute. OWHHH!

haha i love you, tongki. ahaha. dia kayanya mau dicuci deh ini hari, haha. dicuci ga yaa? kalo dicuci ntar gw pisah dong sama diaa T.T >> oh my God, gw terobsesi abis sama tongki, ahhaa jadi atuut.

haha. gilak ni gw tiap bobo pelokin tongki. hihi. CKCK. mental bayi.

guys! gw punya sariawan gede banget HUHU. sakit n perih banget. tadi udah gw tempelin vitamin C ampe gw nangis. huhh. peddiiiihh banget. ckck.

this sariawan is killing me! gee!

yeah kayanya that's all for this week. gw ga punya banyak cerita minggu ini, ahaha. udah mulai rada dull and tiring sih. hixx. but it's ok, mudah2an minggu depan (starting from tomorrow) gw udah punya semangat baru lagi ya. see ya guys!XOXO

oh by the way. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY, i love you always and forever :)

recently, i remember things that i loved some time ago. and i start to love em all over again :)

things i recently remember:

marie digby

my biggest inspiration in singing :)

reza artamevia
yeah it's hard to admit it but i love her voice

the romance in bbf
i wish i could find my own fairytale

yeah russel and mr. fredrickson

cute and funny story they got

so i remember those
but i also remember a thing that may not as famous as previous pics, or as cute as russel (yeah he's very cute), but that thing brings me the whole thing i want in the world. it's the feeling of being loved by someone special. i just remember how the feeling was, and once again i feel love. haha. but somehow, i also remember how bitter a broken heart can be. how the world crashes down in front of you and you don't know anywhere else to go.
i also remember of how selfish i could be and how stupid i was (esp 7 months ago). regrets always come in the end.
but the thing is, in every single day i felt those nightmares, i still have friends who always stand up for me. i miss them. and i'm glad to know i have them in my life. haha. i just wanna meet my friends one more time, because at this moment, im really missing em.
friends i could remember (that i hvnt meet in quite a long time):
my playgrouper friends: carol, debbie, shane, wasi, and teachers (mrs. elaine, and others i couldnt remember)
my tk friends: a girl, (i couldnt even remember her name, she's tall (at that moment), from manado, she fell to the ground after playing with me haha;)
my sd friends: batuputih friends (aga, detha, kania, dea, amanda, dyta, dieta, tania, afi, CHARLIE, gugum, lukman, oi, mba rani, mba petra mba meril, mas nosa, surya, kak alan, medina, tia, radik, christo, etc) guys without u my life would be dull, my school friend (BAGUS, ANDY, OLIVIA, REGILIA, ERLISA, NINA, CITRA, DWI, KIKY, PINGKAN, ABI, ALVIN, RUNI, AMEL, MBA OCI ODA ONI, ASA KARINA, HERNA, ARIYANTO (haha), PASKAL, PERES, HUSNI, HITACH, ADI, GORIA, FERDINAND, JUNIATI) haha i cant even remember all of you guys. im really sorry.
sd teachers, they gave me so much (bu tini my favorite teacher ever, bu rita, bu ari, bu erna, pa syafii, pak jayadi, bu ani, bu emil, bu lasmi, bu faridah, bu vet, pak karim pak asep pak toto pak amul bu astuti OUWH I EVEN CANT THINK ANOTHER NAME)
smp friends who move already: olivia, nadia, bw, inez, tessa, elsa, tommy2, bisma, tepa, vanessa, peter. haahah YUSTIN yoi. haha.
they gave me colorful life :) thank you my friends.

i am confuse

bingung deh gw, cici gw tuh susaaaa banget tidurnya. grr. padahal kan gw ama dia sekamar. dia tuh kalo mau tidur ribet lah. yaa ga boleh lampu nyala lah, ga boleh ada suara dikit, ga boleh kepanasan, ga boleh kedinginan juga. bingung gw. masalahnya tu, kalo dy tidur sendiri mah gapapa. gw ga peduli ini. nah yang ini dy tidur tu sekamar ama gw.

gw mah kalo judulnya udah cape yaa tidur aja gituk. mau banyak nyamuk kek, mau panas, dingin, lampu nyala 1000 watt (ga deng lebay), ato berisiknya minta ampun, gw bodo amet, kalo badan gw bilang gw udah ngantuk, ya gw tidur.

pernah ya waktu gw kelas 6 SD, sepupu gw yg umurnya setaonan gitu tuh tinggal serumah sama gw. naaah. ceritanya, sore2 tuh gw ketiduran gitu lah di sofa di depan tv. yaa namanya juga gw, selagi bisa tidur di tempat pewe, kenapa engga? LOL
naah selagi gw tidur (gw diceritain tante gw nihh), sepupu gw yang baru belajar jalan ni datengin gw. kutukutukutukutuk. nah nyampe dya di samping gw. trus katanya sii dy ngeliatin gw tidur pules gitu.
trus ga lama tante gw iseng gitu, naekin dd sepupu gw ke atas sofa. yang ada dd sepupu gw jadi nginjek badan gw yg lagi tidur gitu *sigh* kalo dipikir-pikir gila juga ya tuh tante gw. ehh tapi hebadnya gw ga bangun tuh. padahal dd sepupu gw tuh bayi sehat (baca:GENDUT). gw ditijek tijek sama dy juga ga kerasa loh sumpa! haha. gw pules aja gitu tidur. haha. trus kaya 2 jam kemudian, gw bangun. pas gw bangun, udah kaya rda malem gitu lah jam 7an. di luar udah gelep. lampu2 udah pada nyala. gw bingung dong, beh gw tidur lama juga, dalem ati gw mikir gitu.

ga lama, tante gw datengin gw, dya nanya : eh chris, kamu ga sadar ya tadi si jeanne itu injek2 kamu loh pas kamu lagi tidur
gw: HAH?
tante: iyaa. waa masa kamu ga sadar sii?
gw: enggak

naah hebad ga si gw (dibanding cc gw) masa gw tidur sambil keinjek aja ga sadaar. haaha. ga ribet kan gw? hahah! bangga dehh! tapi ada juga pas gw sempet malu gara2 kelakuan gw yang ga tau tempat n waktu ini.
jadi gw lupa ni pas kelas 9 ato kelas 10, pkoknya taon 2008, hahaha. gw masi jadian tu ama makhluk yang namanya tom (read:mantan gw)
yaa byasa lah kalo orang pacaran tu telponan kerjaannya. apalagi sih hahaha. kidding. mm. jadi tu udah rada malem gitu, kita telponan. haha.
naah si tom ini tu waktu itu lagi dipanggil bonyok ato apa gitu deh, trus dy harus ninggalin telponnya dong, jadi dy bilang k gw supaya gw tunggu bentar.
yaudah dong, gw diem aja gitu sambil nungguin dy. gw tungguin, kok lama banget. tuh suara kok kaga kdengeraan.
gw ga tau gimana, yang pasti gw KETIDURAN. okey. yg gw tau, tiba2 gw udah kebangun, hape gw masi nempel ama kuping gw. beeh. gw bingung dong. jangan2 tadi gw cuma mimpi kalo gw lagi telponan ama cowo gw. hahaa!
trus gw cek lah hape gw. ANJRIT. call duration nya masi jalan! gw langsung buru2, HALO2? hahaa. trus suara dari seberang nyaut. halo? kmu ketiduran ya?
MAMPUS. malu bgt gw. T.T
hahaha. udah a begok. malu gw hehehXOXO

nearly deadly week

guys! haha, udah lama ga nulis wkwk. i recently changed my blog skin but SOMEONE said it was too small to read. so i change it again. the font is now MUCH MUCH BIGGER. hope evrybody can read em :))
soooooooow. last week was quite fun (yeah). haha. sekolah ok ok aja. but emang sii awal minggu gw sempet rada bad mood but the whole week as overall was totally fine! YIPEE! hahaa.

okey. besok udah senen lagi. udah mau mule lagi kegilaan kegilaan di sekolah. behh haha kuat ga ya gw? wkwk. mudah2an. portfolio inggris udah jadi waiting list nih buat tugas. hh belom sempet2 ngerjaen daily journal. what the heck laah. haha.
kemaren hari sabtu gw jalan2 ke sms sama temen2 gw, ada :

• vanessa (nci nci baru pulang dari cina, beruntung dia masi bisa pulang, di cina hidupnya cukup brutal dengan teman2 yang brutal pula),
• keke (eating and crunching machine [baca: tukang makan] yang baru nyadar sendal kita mereknya sama pas naek eskalator bioskop ckck)
• danche (DANHEE! si tinggi yang tingginya udah mau disamain vanessa haha)
• chrisan (my soulmate ouuwwh so sweet hihihi, engga deng, kisan temen nempel pipi gw hehe)
• alditha (mother of twingky)
• jeff (father of twingky)
• will (uncle of twingky)
• tanyo (si oaoang tukang nontonin orang pacaran di jco hahaha)
• grace (temans bugil gw HAHAHA -> bukan arti yang sebenarnya, jgn salah sangka)
• devon (happy girl)
• halim eh halim bukan sih namanya? (happy boy)

kita ber 12 (sama gw) nonton UP! filmnya asli LUCU bgt, ada bagian sedihnya juga sii pas eliie nya mati gw ampe nangis! gosh! kenapa gw selalu cengeng pas nonton film yang ada bagian sedihnya?? uhuh, temen2 gw gada yang nangis gitu, kanan kiri gw tak bergeming.. air mata gw doang yang jatuh bercucuran membahasi pipi gw (HAALAAAH) hahaa.
filmnya menurut gw oke punya abiss uwh trus gw demen banget tuh sama russell yang jadi anak kecilnya. CHUBBY! hahaa. pengen gw cubit2 uuuwwh ga nahan dehh book :))

seru deh kemaren hahaa. yeaa gw sempet ketemu a bunch of people who kinda disturb me (and some of my friends maybe) tapi I DONT CARE. ahahah bodo amat. mmm.
habis nonton kita semua ke jco, yaa ada film gitu lah di jco 3 biji, satu di samping gw, satu di kanan gw, satu di pojokan jco. hahaa. yang paling asoi ngeliatin yaa tanyo, vanessa ama keke. ahhaa. gw juga sii xP

ufh. begitulah kira2 kisah jalan2 gw yang cukup fun laah daripada ga kemana2 hahah. minggu depan gw ga bisa jalan2 dehh kayanya soalnya gw mau tugas koor di gereja (caelah) hahaa. tapi seriously, harus tugas, ga enak ma orang lingkungan. hehe. and minggu depan juga, bokap ultah! hehhee. bingung ni mao ngasi apa.. wkwk, mudah2an dyaa ga baca blog gw yee heheh aminn :)

hari ini gw cukup boseeen. tadi pagi ke gereja sama makan mi jago hahaha. udah kaya ritual gitu, habis gereja makan mi jago wkwk. trus habis makan, yaudah ga kemana mana lagi. mandek aja di rumah. bonyok skarang lagi di debenhams. huhu aku tak mau ikut karna lagi sakit perut jadi males jalan. trus gw juga ga boleh main bultang ma bnyok di modernland. grr. matttiii dehh bosseeenn hahaha.

wait a minute! kyny barusan gw mencium bau gorengan dari dapur. owwwh LAPER. hahaha.
kayanya gw mesti makan nee sebelom cici gw ngehabisin tuh gorengan. GYAHAHA. okok catch u later guys!XOXO

maybe life is not too hard.

guys! i just read a very very encouraging message from my best friend! :) ufh. i feel so much better. phew. hahaha. today my brother went back to australia. and i couldnt company him to the airport :'( im so sorry.. im gonna miss u a lot! mwah! XO~
by the way. how exciting today was! hahaa. i ate @ ryou zen mhuwahahhahahahaha! great sushi there yeaa. so happy! haha. i nyomot sedikit tom's sour sally haha so i won't ngidam hahaha. it was fun for today. and i am happy. haha.
i dont know what else to say. hahaa. well, ive start thinking of my friend's suggestion about things i should do with my lovelife. hahaa. but i think it's too hard. im afraid to even try.. grr. okay change the topic. haha!
guys i just tried to play waka-waka @ facebook! hahaa. good games! haha very much alike pacman but i think it's way easier than the real pacman. you can try the real pacman here on my blog. ahahaha. i scored #27 among my friends in waka-waka. not baaaad.
this week was actually pretty exciting. the lessons (yea i know) was actually OK. not too hard. YET. haha. of course im not expecting on hard lessons. but i know it's gonna be hard. i just know. hahaa. okeeey. what else now? hahaa.
OH RITE, i am told to make a portfolio. inside the portfolio, ive got to write a daily journal or something like that in english. haha. really have no idea about it. hahaha. maybe i'll just write some silly sentences about my day. hahaa. grrr so many tasks waiting hahaa.
this morning i read again the raditya dika comic. and finally i understand why it's funny! haha. i just finally feel the humor now. back then i didn't understand at all what's interesting about the comic. hahaha. so strange. mm. tomorrow i'll have the mazmur competition at my church so i have to practice a lot. in fact, i hvnt practice at all! hahha! sorry pak ketua lingkungan! hahhaa. sooo. maybe i should practice now, right? hahaa. better a little practice than no practice at all. hahaha. okay guys. catch u later. bye! (and hope im gonna win tomorrow YEAH xP)

hopeless and helpless

I HATE SCHOOL. SUUKZ. but i have no other option but to cope with it. grr.
NO BOYFRIEND. ARGH. many people say that i'm doing fine without partner like that. but actually IM NOT. BABI.
okay so this is how our day (read: ANAK IPA DAY) is filled with: PHYSICS, CHEMISTRY, BIOLOGY, MATH. grr grr evryday is hell. not because they're difficult but they need extra energy to be understood so we dont get lost in the middle of the lesson. u SAY they're difficult only when u get lost in it. believe me. the thing is when you push out that extra energy out of yourself, it makes you exhausted, dizzy, stressed, and sleepy. yeaa.
i dont know but my instinct says that im not gonna enjoy the next days in IPA class. pray i wont so. haha.
the other thing is. I HATE THE TRUTH THAT I STILL WORRY ABOUT bEING SINGLE. grr. ive tried to not thinking about it and just be happy with my own life, but after months, i just couldnt.
WHATEVER. IDC.
I DONT FUCKING CARE. nobody do. well, idk if there's someone who do really care.
hopeless and helpless.
my new class yea it's exciting.. a little bit. there's someone i dont really like at class but im sure i dont really hv to mention the name. i just feel not too comfortable around him/her. different from my other friends. haha. forget it.
and, i just feel that the truth really hurts me. try to pretend im OKAY. haha but i think i cant. really hurts me so bad. im not angry or some kind like that, but i think im hurted by knowing it. so im not gonna find out the truth more and hurt myself. what a fool.
im tired. exhausted. with every single thing in my life. school, family, friends, lovelife. they're just kinda stressed me out. uff. have to struggle! pray for me! yeaa. hahaa.
uff. i love myself. i hate some of my acquaintance but hardly not to say it in front of them. haha. no, they're just this kind of annoying. errgh makes me wanna burp in front if them! (?) hahhaa. whatever. just trying to live my life freely hahaa.
hey guys i just invent new way of saying GAOEL and ASOI GEBOI haaahaaa. wanna know?
GAOEL=94031
ASOI GEBOI=4501 93801
haha. cool right? haha. this is one of the IPA effects. hahaa.
whatever. right. catch ya later bye!

HELLIDAY

yayaya liburan has already started guys! haha but i do nothing for my holiday haha. gilak gw udah berasa membusuk gitu di rumah mati banget hahaa. krezi! hehe

this holiday turns out to be HELLIDAY. ahaha. selain bosen bgt, my feeling juga mendukung kegilaan liburan ini. haha. haduh boneka gw dicuci pulaa. huxx boneka gw kaan kyak temen curhat gw gitu kalo misalnya gw lagi sendirian. huhu


me and tongkii

huhu he's inside the washing machine now. or out already but not dry enough. idk. huhu. i miss him (fyi he's a boy). kasur gw kemaren rasanya kosong banget gda tongki hixx. mwah i love u tongki! hahhaa. alhasil kemaren gw cuma bisa melok guling standar gw. huf. males! hahaa.
by the way! haha follow me on twitter ya HERE okok? hahaa. great then
mm liburan ini kerjaan gw cuma online, maen sims 2 (should be sims 3 soon!), nonton csi (yeey!), gila gilaan ma cici and i hvnt jalan with my temen2 since the liburan has started! aaargh! penyiksaan boss. huhu.
haduh my cici kepow nee dya ngeliat pos gw yang belom jadi inii. aahaha. malu kan eykee. haha.
huff my friends kayanya lagi menikmati liburan deh yang di luar negeri (ya iyalah) haha. have fun yaa temans temans! kali ini aku tidak bisa pergi ke luar karena koko saya mao datang! hahaa.
koko will be here @july 2nd. YEY! asoii. uum so many i wanna tell you guys. hahaa. since the beginning of JUNE i hvnt write anything down right? ahhaa. okehh. gw mo dipasangin kawat. hhahaa! great right? haha. pasti tmpang gw aneeh zzz banget haha tapi gapapa laah yang penting nantinya gw punya gigi bisa rapi. hahaa. second, gw di les in john robert powers! omg. hahaa. gw ga da gambaran les apaan tu jadi gw iya iya aja pas nyokap bilang mao les in gw di situ. trus malemnya, temen gw bilang kalo les di situ ntar jadi wanita sejati! AAA! wats dad? gw jadi serem gituk. hahaha. gilaa laa. but i will not be alone kok. ada cc gw menemani! hahaah.
lumayan juga lesnya bisa mengisi liburan haha soalnya mulai dari 9am-4pm gitu evryday since june 23rd until july 6th except sat and sun. haha.
paling ga sabtu minggu nya gw masih bisa jalaan ma temen2 gw. yey! hahaa.
IYA! this saturday i wanna jalan with ma friends ke sency! yeyeyeye. ahhaa. finally! ahahaa. so haaaapppy! hihihi.
rite today gw mao pergi ke launching buku om gw. haha. he's a kompas reporter gitu. but he wrote a book about lim sui king yaa kalo ga salah. and the book launching is today. so me and my whole family gonna go to BII tower @thamrin. ahhaa. krezi! hahaa.
gw masi ga tao ni mo wear apa. huff. later i'll think about it laah. hahaa. okey then i should have my breakfast guys. see ya!

i am a pretender.

i know, exams are over. but my feelings for him are not. sometimes i feel soo mad at him. sometimes it feels like i am only one of his toys. but i could not deny the fact that i am still in love with him. 2 days ago, i tried to get rid of him by not talking to him. and you know what. i just cant. maybe he really felt like he was abandoned, but i felt worse than that. he didn't know that that day, i cried at school, feeling i was a total idiot.
that day we met at the mall. he held my hands. he kissed my hands and my head. I COULD NOT resist it. but maybe i have to be strong. though i am still in love with him, he is not. he already has someone new. so i have to STOP. just stop stop stop stop thinking about him. i am still breathing without him, so it has no use to think about him all the time.
i have to run from this. maybe pretending is my new job. pretending i don't love him anymore, probably would help.
i'm listening to samsons song. haha. the lyrics are soo good.
"mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna, tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang hidupku"
maybe i should just run from this reality and pretend i'll be okay by myself. pretend that i don't feel any jealousy when seeing him in love with any other girl.
i give my best to you. and you'll never see me cry again.
goodbye.