confusion

i hate it when i'm being like this. but i think i just need a little attention from you. is it too much? from you, i guess it is.
i mean, who's fault is it anyway to make friends and have fun? it's not a sin to have a quality time with friends.

but, i'm just a girl, who's begging for your little appreciation of existence. at least notice me, i was there too.
but then again, i think it's too much for you.

you see, people are different. i need that extra attention, you need that extra freedom.
we're never on the same page, actually. we're just two people, trying to deny the fact that we're different and cannot cope with each others' weaknesses.
if only i could turn back time, maybe it was better for both of us to seek for someone who's more suitable for us.

but tonight. i realized that we're different, and i cannot cope with it, and i know, expecting things i want to happen wouldn't work. it just won't. i must try to accept it (which i know it's almost "imposibble") or not to try at all, which means, break my own heart (i don't know if yours too or not), by letting you go.