i always find it interesting when people can do something really well. not particularly in some skills that most of us would've expect, but in every kind of actions and talks.
it isn't about how good or how famous they can be because of their ability, but it's about how they can make you feel. it doesn't matter if it's only a simple text, a simple gestures, or even a quick single glance.
i know it's cliche, cheesy, boring -_- but i just realized that that's true! and what's more annoying is that people that make you feel the feeling you're feeling because of them, doesn't really have any idea what's going on! how sad is that? sad. true. true.
sometimes as the "victim" you're just wanna come up at their faces and scream the hell outta your mind. but you can't. why so? because they don't even have an idea that you're exist. so why bother? they wouldn't care.
what's worse (yeaa i know it IS getting worse) is that you become so obsessed with the feeling that they made you feel, but somehow you cannot have the feeling anymore since the people are not actually giving them to you by any of their concern. they're just so GOOD at playing your feelings without even feeling any guilt or insecurities because that's what they "naturally" do. they don't lie, they don't have any intention to hurt your feeling, but somehow, somewhere in the middle of the talks or chats or hangouts, they already did.
i talk crap i know. some of you maybe can't understand my point, but let me make it really clear. no matter how hard people play you, hurt your feelings, even when they don't realize that they did it, just let it pass. laugh it off, dance it off. that's what i'm trying to do. like, right now. how sad is that? sad. true. true.
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